To my lovely Kim Jongin,

I'll start with I'm sorry

I'm sorry because I got scared.

I became pathetic.

I don't know what to feel anymore.

I thought leaving is the only way
to deal with it.

We were so inlove to the point of lying to ourselves
that there will be someone better for each other.

We were so blind to see that we are just blinded
by the fact that we are so afraid to fall in love.

We were so deaf to hear the opinions we need to hear
because we were just afraid of everything.

I am scared.

You are scared.

We are both scared.

But, now that we are alone.

We are seeking for something.

Something that maybe worth it.

But no, it is not.

Nothing is more worthy than you.

I'm sorry I left.

I thought forever were not meant for us.

I'm sorry, but let me say this.

My forever and infinity even my everydays I want to spend it with you once again.

Yours truly,

Luhan

- AF -