This morning i saw you cry. I know why causes you like this. Your eyes and nose are getting red while you try you wipe your tears. Here i am. Dont know how to stop. I hate when you cry and loathe myself more when i cant be the person that can stop those tears. I thought i feel relieve when you left yet i got worse because of guilt. Little potato how can you be this powerful?  Your smile and   your presence always the joy of this house. mom shed tears upon hearing the news of your fever. Why little potato why you bond us this tight. Poor my little potato you got ill fated life. Why do you have to have this self center father. Hatred i have for my brother is beyond what i have reached. Selfish i loathe you.

I love you is very complicated since once it comes out, it means you're taking commitment. You must be loyal to that you And take care of that you And no more immature act. 

Sighed. I want to say hate for one more time. I hate being unhappy when the current reason that make me smile again is your safety, my little potato. I pray for your come- back.