So......my chingu and I decided to get matching hair colors.....but a different stlye though. She decided to do an ombre and I decided to do my whole hair......>ugh< so we went and bought the hair dye kit and stuff....my hair before now was black with red bangs and my chingu was just black hair.....we bleached our hair...and now I look like a strawberry blonde with pink cotton candy colored bangs and chingu looks like half black half red-ish, brown-ish, blonde-ish, orange-ish (<--- i dont even know anymore) kind of color.

Now, I absolutely feel like crying....I don't wanna be an asian/hawaiian/haole (majority asian) looking chick with strawberry blonde hair with pink cotton candy colored bangs.....chingu wanted me to keep it BUT I said NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! (in a deep man-ish voice) but all I have to do is wait until tomorrow for it to be a dark red color and then the peace will be restored!!!!!!

BUT

I was just on RPR and something I saw really bothered me and I'm over here having a panic attack at nearly 3am (hawaii time) and so many quetions are just flying through my head right now....and I'm just a jumbled sobbing mess right now and I really wish that I wasn't up right now......

......help......