Wow! Haven't done a blog in a long time!
So, I have been here for about 4 months, huh? Well, I started reading fan fictions about 5-6 months ago, but I actually made an account much later. I am just making this blog post just for fun. I have a lot on my mind and I just really want to express them on this blog post.

First off, I am really thankful and surprised that I have the amount of views and subscribers I get. Before, writing fan fictions I wasn't really confident with my writing. I have loved writiing for a long time, but I never thought I was good at it. I get praised for my writing, but I never really believed them because they know me very well and I thought they were just saying it; just to not hurt my feelings. I wanted good criticism for my work. I always have and always will. I want their true opinions, even if it hurts my feelings a bit, as long as they were being truthful; I appreciated it. This improves my writing and encourages me to try harder with my writing.

I've sort of been through a lot lately. There have been a lot of school and personal problems that have really changed me. Most of them were so difficult that I question myself on how I even overcame the obstacle. I have been so unsure of what I want to do; I have become indecisive lately. For example, I have a difficult time choosing a topic for my term project and I have to tell my teacher what topic I am going to do by next week. I don't have regrets nor do I wish that one thing hasn't happened to me. Although I hated some of the things I had to go through, I saw the good in them. The things I have gone through changed me. They make me the person who I am today and for that, I am forever grateful for whatever comes my way because it makes me a better person.

I really love it here. I can be myself and express my love for Kpop. I have friends that are into Kpop just like me, but there aren't many of them. I notice my interests, my thoughts and my well-being can be very different from others my age. I showed a couple of my friends groups like 2NE1, BIGBANG, B2ST and stuff like that. Some found them stupid and some found them interesting. Some of them even liked it! They question my love for the music genre. They wonder why I listen to music that I don't even understand and these people are so weird/different. Well, honestly, I have to say that I got sort of sick and tired by American Pop music. I am not saying that it's bad nor am I saying it's good either. I wished for something new, something fresh and something that is different. Lady Gaga, Justin Beiber and whatever. They are good, in my opinion, but they aren't great. They haven't truly impressed me or put a smile on my face. They didn't make me laugh, dance like there's tomorrow or move me with tears. I respect the artists in the country I live in, but I appreciate music all over the world (espescially Kpop) because they are all still one thing. Music.

My open-minded personality has affected the impression I give to others and has affected my taste in music. I learned not to bash, or hate other artists just because I don't like their music. They are still human beings like me and hating them won't change/solve anything. So, why do it? I rather not waste my breath on something I am not really fond of. I hope some people could be the same. Their ignorance can blind them from the truth and whether the truth is bad or good, they have to accept it.

Now, that's all I can write for now. For each and every view or subscriber or friend I have, I have to say thank you. You all have been great and I wish to continue writing for a long time. I am glad that people like my stories and every chapter I update improves my writing skills (even by a bit).

*Bows 90 degrees*
Thank you! Thank you! I love it here because of all of you guys <3