〈 ESSENCE 。{ kwon, yebin } 〉

 

KWON YEBIN

Lucindaes • Lucy • 10

 

the basics.

name » Kwon Yebin

nickname(s) » Ye-bin-da.-  Mixture of her name and the word "beautiful." Given by her best friend.

birthplace & birthday » Incheon, South Korea.
04/06/95 (age 20)

hometown » Various cities.

ethnicity » Full Korean

language » Korean • fluent
English • Basic conversation (high school)

face claim » Hyomin of T-ARA.

backup face claim » ///

 

appearance » Yebin has a good S line. Even if her chest has a poor measurement, she tries to bring everyone's attention to her qualities. She has a really good pair of tighs, that look really healthy and that she likes to show off. Her hair is naturally black, but she likes to dye it into colours like caramel brown. Her complexion is fair and she has a really good point of her face which makes her hard to forget. She has a really characteristic jawline which makes her smile and her face look sharp and fascinating. Yebin does not like it that much, but she knows that to the other it is her strong point. She is an average asian girl in terms of height (1,60 m) and her body weights 48 kgs, even if she knows that she will get thinner while having busier schedules.

style » Her style is totally girly. She loves wearing shorts when it's hot and cute dresses are her thing. She likes to wear everything that evidences her good body shape and her nice features. She does not like to show off too much her chest, that's why the thing she shows off the most is her legs. She loves shirts that are made of a soft yet light fabric and with cute stamps on it, pois, little cartoon animals, or just something written (maybe in english, it's an evergreen). Whenever going to important evenings, she pulls off a more elegant style, but of course she can't let go of her cute necklaces or of something like a fake jewelleried shirt collar. That are her favourite accessories ever.

      

" bring me cherries and we will be friends "

" even the fall is a part of the plan"

 

the girl next door.

plotline » the cat

personality »
 (-) moody; whiny; forgetful; easily annoyed;  
(o) teasy;  arrogant/egoist; 
(+) good-listener; appropriate; smiley; 

"why everything is this hard?"- Yebin is the typical girl which cannot stop once it's open. If she feels angry, she'll act angry, if she feels sad, she'll act sad. Doing everything while whining. It is her signature, something of her personality she cannot get rid of. She cannot stop talking about how much she's sad, how much she's angry, how much the world is plotting againts her, how much everything goes on the wrong way, it is just what naturally feels to convey to everyone who's listening and in the surrondings. It is a trait which can be terribly annoying to someone, while being extremely funny to others.

"i'm so mad right now. what? really? so happy!"- Her mood is always riding a swing. An extremely little fact can change her mood and can make her being sad from happy, happy from angry, sad from angry, everything works for that. she has a mind which quickly adaptes to situations and information, that is why she looks really moody to the others. 

"where is my wallet? and my purse? and the keys?"- Yebin is a cronical forgetful person. Everything that goes into her hands, is soon to be forgotten. Her keys, her purse, her documents, concert tickets, t-shirts, glasses, just everything. she forgets dates, the thing you told her 3 seconds earlier, what she ate the day before and there is a funny story that her best friend likes to bring up everytime, that is the one when she forgot her little cousin into her aunt's car. It is just something you don't like to be talked about, but it is just too funny to be unsaid. 

"could you please shut up?"- Another weak point of her personality is her patience. She is hardly ever really mad, that kind of mad which leads to pure wrath, but she can be annoyed by single little details really easily. When someone speaks a word he shouldn't speak, if something does not go right into her mind-plan of the situation, everything can bring her to an annoyed attitude. When she's annoyed she's silent, sassy, she has a really hateful attitude and she only speaks a few times, bringing up some acid comments or hatred insults. It is unbearable to be with her annoyed side.

"we can't make friends:"- The most strong feature of her weird personality. It's her ego. It is just as large as her tighs, as TOP's lack in dancing skills. She can look snob to the others. She cares about everything releated to herself, if she's all alone. But, that makes her even a really delightful person to be with. She perfectly knows how to behave in every situation, she can be extremely elegant because she cares on how she appears to the eye of others. She always takes care of herself well, is always well-groomed, but when it comes into relationships, she always does what her heart does tell her and in every situation she cares about herself first. If she loves someone, and that someone loves her too but is a player, she cares for herself so much that hides it and denies it at herself. And, in her daily life, she cares firstly for what she needs, and then for the others.

"you're a dork, you know?"- Yebin has a teasy attitude that can be really annoying or really funny, no in between. When she likes someone (in terms of friendship) she starts harassing him, relasing acid jokes, and playing verbally with the other. She likes playing, but not everyone likes that type of thorny conversation. It is her style, but it can be pretty a burden to who does not like teasy people. That's why she looks totally childish to some people, that tend to stay far away from her side.


"i'm here to listen."- But, Yebin is a really good friend. She likes to snoop a little and she likes to help the others when she can, that's why she is the best secret-keeper. She does not spread her friends' words and she carefully listenes to them, stopping everything she was doing because of that. If you go to Yebin to find some advice or some verbal support, you'll totally go into the right place. But, if there is something risky to do for her friend, she could think about it twice and then decide. She rarely does something risky for others, she does not like getting herself in danger.

"then, where shall we go this evening?"- Her ego makes her being totally appropriate into every situation. If there is an elegant dinner, she'll be dressed as the most elegant in the room, and if there is a street event, she'll be dressed as the most swag one. She is adaptable and appropriated, she can behave well in every concept, that's why she's pretty well seen by the elders, because she acts elegant and respectful when needed, without overdoing it. 

"don't cry, smile instead!"- Yebin is a girl who's always smiling. It just comes natural to her, everything makes her smile, and if someone is sad, she tries to make him smile too. Smiling is the resolving of the problems, the dissipating of the anger and of the despair. But, that makes her look a little like a fake, because she never looks sad, like a plastic doll. Or someone who's making silently fun of you. But, of course she feels sad, but she does not want to show everyone about it. 

trivias »

LIKES -

cherries: favourite food ever!
singing
piano and violin sonnets: she cannot help but crying if a melody takes her heart.
hands: she has a thing for hands, even in boys
energy drinks: she feels rebirth while drinking one of them
shorts and topcrops
summer and hot seasons
popsicles! yum!

DISLIKES -

fun parks: terrifying! I can't believe people go there actually to have fun!
coffee: too sour for .
spicy things: I'm crying! Please bring me some water!
when someone while talking touches her: I'm here, I can actually hear you, no need to catch my attention again! tavelling
when someone is too harassing on something even if she rejected him/her
pets: she is alergic, sadly
romantic boys: "hey, hey! Who do you think you are talking to? Flirting with me is not that easy!"

HOBBIES -

singing: "hey, you, shut up, I'm trying to sleep!" "Dear agony~ Just let go of me~"
writing and reading, she loves books even if she does not have enough time to read.
texting  
listening to her music: she is very jealous of her music and she can listen to it only while being alone and totally focused on the melody
walking: she really likes walking for fun and she finds it entertaining, but she hates running, she cannot breathe

HABITS -

biting too much her lips: she has a department store of lip salves
she cannot look into the eye of someone while lying or being nervous
she usually catch someone's attention by tapping their arm
she sleeps with her eyes half closed
talks with a high-pitched voice if excited or if there is her love interest around, which makes her embarassing 
asks to someone she met 5 minutes before "sorry, what was your name again?"
brushes her hair even when not needed, ending up making them messier
reading while she should not, expecially while being in the middle of a street
stutters when talking about something she really feels with her heart

TRIVIAS -

she has a little mole on her right hand
she debuted previously as a model for a swimsuit clothing brand
her favourite colour is red, as cherries!
her favourite chapstick flavour is the cherry one but she does not buy it because she'll end up eating it over and over she does not like too deep voices
she blushes easily and she hates it, because it happens during random moments without her to control it
she hides a little mistery: she actually likes a lot rock/metal music, but keeps it hidden
she actually can play the violin because when she was little she took some lessons, but then she left it
she is hopeless at drawing, she cannot even take well the pencil in her hand
she is lefty

 

LIGHTS ARE ALL ON YOU.

TRAINING TIME » 5 years and 3 months {lead vocal, lead rapper, center}

PREDEBUT/TRAINING LIFE » Her trainee life was not that easy. She was in a group who changed members really fast, she always had seen members getting out or getting in her group of training, but the base idea was the one to bring up to the agency a 5 members group with talents and abilities similar to other SMent group that were more famous. There were a few girls who stayed with her 3 years, despite the changing of the former group members, and she managed to make friends with them a little. Not that much, but they were that type of friends who could greet each other with big smiles and hugs, and they always tried to help the others to surpass their lacking in something. It was the best period of her talent improving. She became really talented because of the right criticizes of the other girls, and they did gigants steps too. She started dancing well, while at first she had some kind of stiffnes in her moves, her voice was getting more and more able to hit high notes and low notes. She improved well and during the last two years she had to depart from them, because she was put in a new formation, with brand new girl who had been in other training groups, as she did. Then, she kept going on and then, the group was announced.

PREDEBUT EXPERIENCES » Debut as a model into her mother's company.
TALENT TWINS » Say of EVOL + Hyomin of T-ara + Hani of EXID + Qri of T-ara.
STAGE NAME » Yebin
ON STAGE PERSONALITY » She is totally the y one. Even if she's not doing anything, she looks y in everything she does, like Yuri from SNSD. Her moves are smooth, her voice is velvet and she is really a confident girl. She knows she can do anything, that's why she does it. She does everything that can lead to mad happiness the audience. If she's uncertain of something or she does a mistake, she lets it go with a smile and keeps going. Whenever there is an interview, she is totally focused and she likes holding hands with other members, teasing them a little, hitting them or just staying still when important arguments are being talked about.

 

home is where your heart is.

background » Yebin is the only child of a normal, or apparently normal, korean family. Both her parents worked hard when she was little so she spent her child-hood with women who were paid to take care well of her. When she attended the elementary school, she started attending a violin course, which she had to interrupt because their parents got divorced and her mother only could not afford it. Her father refused to pay for them the rent, that's why she changed different houses in the time lapse of one or two years. That's why she does not like travelling, it remembers to her all the time she spent sitted into the back of a van, sat on her furniture in the darkness, because there was no space for her into the two seats of the vehicle. During her teenager days she grew up alone, between a book of biology and the lame cheap food she had to eat because of the lack of money. Her mother did the impossible to get some money, that was why she was never home, and when she was she was too tired to talk or do anything except sleeping. The only thing Yebin had was herself, and during the years her personality developed like that, the only thing she believes more than ever, is herself. Nothing was certain in her life, nor her new bestfriend, nor their classmates, not her mum, but she was. But in all the classes she attended, nobody managed to bully her. They were all quite respectful and they were sad when she had to leave again. She didn't dare to talk about her family situation and that was why her friendships were a little shallow, because she didn't had the time to spend with them. She didn't have money to hang out with people or the courage to take them to her poor and little home. When they asked to her if she was going to stay in their class, she always answered "Yes I am" but deep in herself she knew she was just lying. She did not manage to make a lot of friend, her only friend was herself. At first, when she decided to train under the sm, her mom was strongly against it, because her debut wasn't sure (she was walking on a razor blade training under such a big company) and she was afraid she'd lose too much school and too much energy chasing a dream that wasn't sure to became true. But, when she was first noticed and she posed for a clothing brand, their future became brighter. Her mother found work in the same brand because of her good relationship with the staff, and lately their clothes are being more and more requested. Yebin is not posing anymore, but she's happy for her mother's new job. Her mother didn't find a new man to marry again, but both of them are not worried, they can live on their own shoulders. Their relationship is strange, because while talking they look like people who has never talked in a life-time, they are everyday descovering the other and making up a bond that, they hope, will last forever

 

family »
mother | Im Hyosung | 48 | designer for a clothing brand hard-headed; forgetful; smiley
she is really attached to her daughter, even if she is rarely able to see her face. 

father| Kwon Changsoo | 50 | //// loses easily his temper; quiet; intelligent
she does not remember much about him. 

 

friends/rivals »



best friend | Ahn Sora |21 | student hard-headed; sarcastic humor; cheerful / she's her bestfriend since she moved into her last house. They totally resemble each other and they are always sleepovering one into the another's house. Their humor is the same, that's why they get along well. They like to point out their differences and to tease the other about it, it is their way to have fun. She looks really younger than her real age, that's why when they hang out together there is always someone asking "Oh, is she your little sister?". She'd like to look as femine as Yebin looks, but she's not envious about her, and she's really positive about her career, even if she's not able to see her much since she debuted. She's afraid that her career will change Hyebin so much that their relationship will change irreversibly.



best friend/love rival | Kim Jonghyun (JR) |20 | idol |cocky; teasy; egoist; naive.|
He is the son of one of the photographers which worked into Yebin's mother clothing group. When they finally started having some success, a big even was organized and 80+ people were invited, the family of every member of the staff was. There, he met Yebin. They sat one in front of the another, because the young part of the invited people was all gathered at the end of the long table, and that's where they first met eyes. Jonghyun was the first who speak to her, asking to her if she could pass him some water, because his throat was as arid as a deserd. She noticed immediatly his nervousness and she tried to make him calm down a little, by talking gently to him. He revealed to her he was not a big fan of places crowded with people he did not know, and Yebin stood up and took him outside, where there were only the two of them. It was really cold outside, but Yebin was warmed up by Jonghyun's big humor. He without stopping and she was more than happy to answer to him. They actually found to be really alike. They even came back to their table, eating with the others and spending a great time. They spent the whole evening making secretly fun of this or another invited at the dinner, they did not spare a single one of them. Yebin laughed so hard her mascara (it was her first time wearing that makeup and she felt quite sad because she ruined it) made her cheeks dirty of black, Jonghyun laughed so hard he spilled his water on his expensive tuxedo. After spending an evening like that, that to the both of them, young and inexpert, they wanted to keep in touch. The morning before, after drinking a lot of soju and wine, Yebin was quite confused and thought the night before was a dream. Jonghyun did not sleep at all. He was like that, being too nervous was not the requirements for him to sleep, does not matter how much wine he drank, he stayed up the whole night, looking at her phone number saved on his phone.They hang out as friends, but mostly they keep in touch with their phones. Being both idols has its pro and its cons. The cons are the fact that their schedules are so busy they don't have spare time to met. But the pros are that when both of their group are attending a reality show, they can play togheter and having fun being together without nothing wrong at all. Their relationship is all about the text messages. And about the hugs that she haves to him whenever he meets him. But, when they find spare time, they just get crazy together. And there are even times where they are in the point of saying something, with red cheeks, hands under their chin and pouts on their lips, but none of them dares to talk and they just play to fight with the other for interrupting the moment. They have the same ring, that they bought together playing one of their games. They were accusing each other of copying the other, that's why Jonghyun bought it for her, he made her wear it and then he started . They never got rid of it. Yebin has made a necklace with it, he just wears it as a normal ring. But, Yebin really hates the fact he cannot be serious not even once. He surely has a deep side of him, but it is as deep as shallow. He has no curiosity towards anything and that makes his conversation arguments just a few.

 

the one and only.

love interest » Oh Sehun (EXO)

backup love interest » ////

 

personality »
(-) stubborn; sharp tongued; impulsive; too confident;
(o) teasy; overprotective;
(+) open-minded; warm-hearted; smiley; emphatic

"i am right, no objections."- Sehun is the guy who thinks that what he thinks is right and what other think is wrong. He is keen on his ideas and it is really hard to make him move from them. Once he makes his own opinion on something/someone, it is tattoed on his brain, really hard to delete it. That's why it is easy to argue with him.

"you have to lose some weight."- He is a boy who cannot realize the weight of his own words, and that ends up making him come across to the others as a really rough and sharp-tongued boy. If he thinks something, he'll voice it out, without caring about anything or anyone being hurt by that. It is his biggest flaw, his mouth that he cannot stop definitely makes him look like a really annoying person.

"i just felt like doing it. aish, i regret it so much."- The enormous flowing down of his emotions makes him act without re-thinking about it, mindlessly, following completely his own heart, and that is not a good thing. He always does whatever his heart tells him to do, and he ends up looking as a mindless boy who acts like a child, but he is only a slave of life emotions.

"i am the best."- Sehun believes in himself, maybe too much. He knows that when he's trying to seduce someone, he'll end up seducing her without making too much efforts, and this mechanism affects his life a lot. He does not even try with all his might sometimes because he takes for granted the thing that he's going to succed. He uses this kind of behaving even because he has to protect himself. He has the deep fear of failing and giving the idea of not trying at all could make him come across as someone who would have succeded if he had tried hard. He is so afraid of failing and being rejected that acts as the one who rejectes and not even tries to. This behavior disappears when he's around people he's comfortable around.

"you're a dork!"- He surely has a really big teasing attitude. He likes to tease, especially when people get whiny because of that. It makes him laugh a lot, it entertains him and makes him and the other have fun. But, he does not know when to stop or when people really do not like being teased. It is a limit.

"he better not get too closer to you."- A strong point of his personality. Everything that is in his life, is his property. Nobody is allowed to touch it and he is really jealous about it. Friends, his things, clothes and his girl. If something does not fit into his rules, he feels like his castle is going to collapse and he does the impossible to keep everything next to him. He's the one who apologises, even if he does not want to, and he's ready to take a punch in the face just to make someone stay with him and not being touched by others. He goes mad when someone dares to touch his girlfriend. He loses his mind. And he is scary while he's doing it.

"really? okay. if it's okay to you, it's okay to me too."- He has such a really open mind that makes him the best friend to confess secrets to. He accepts every kind of situation and he's always ready for everything. He's not there to judge, but to listen, and new things do not look as an harass to traditional ones, but he's always watching them without predjudices. A big quality of him.

"give me a hug!"- With his close friends, he is such a good and warm boy. He loves skinship, hugs, kisses on the cheeks, giving some friendly punches and laughing all together. While welcoming someone to his house, he looks like everything in his house shines because of his warm and catchy behavior. His voice and his smile are pretty irresistible and these are his deep charms, even if he likes to pull off a tough guy image.

"tehehe! smile for the camera!"- A smile can bright up his day, that's why he tends to never hide his smile with people he's comfortable around. He always smiles, tries to find the bright side of the things and tries to cheer up the others, even if inside he's feeling as a storm of sadness is eating him up.

"i understand how you felt."- It is impossible to him to not understand others. He makes himself think what the other felt during certain situations and that's why he always looks a lot empathic. He can feel the others' emotions, and that's a really positive thing. It start being a burden to him when he starts being affected by the feelings of the people which are the dearest to him. He ends up crying when a dear one cries without even realizing it. He definitely does not like it, but everyone knows it is a quality.

 

love story »

HOW THEY MET? - Sehun was the last to leave the training room, after he finished with the practicing with his group. He was so tired that he was not even looking at where his feets were going, and heading towards the door of the room he accidentally bumped into a girl, Yebin, who was coming back into the room because she forgot her beloved pair of shoes. He looked at her, while she threw at him a "Look at where you're going, freak!", curious, and he asked with a cold voice "What's your name, your face is actually new to me". They both spoke a little, actually it was Sehun annoying her, trying to understand what was her limit of bearing, and they realized that when Sehun usually used to start his practice, she had just finish hers. That made him more curious about her and her training group, then he started waiting for her out of the training room. They managed to talk a little during the spare time they saw each other (and taking off the time Sehun spent making fun of her and doing that again and again until getting a response), and to Sehun Yebin looked totally interesting. She was cute, sure, but something was hiding into her deep self. Oh and annoying her was so funny, though.

RELATIONSHIP - Sehun, when he is bored, writes to her, or steales some of her private photos and publishes it on the web, waiting for her to get angry and whiny. They actually meet more because Yebin wants to scream at him and to insult him, than for the simple desire of seeing the face of the other. And that's what Sehun likes. He wants to see her as much as he can, and that's why he teases her as much as he can too. He loves her whiny attitude and even when she manages to throw some punches at his shoulders or on his arms, it makes him smile and feel inside a strange feeling into his stomach. During the lunch times, he manages to bring to her the only food she hates to eat, just to see her being desperate about that. "You'll finally get thin, shut up, you should be thankful!". That is his excuse. He loves Yebin's body. but he manages always to say the opposite of what he really means. And that's something that Yebin always says to him, and he denies it as much as he has the voice in his throat. He does not want her to know. And sometimes he says something different just to confuse her. Whenever he says something more cute about her, she always manages to pull a shocked face and to look at him saying "Eeh? Are you okay?". And that makes Sehun laugh a lot.  She actually has fun with him, sometimes, but he sure does not recognize while crossing the limit, and that's what makes her so irritated of him the most of time. On the other hand, Sehun is proud of him and looks for others ways to make her angry at him.They meet when Yebin's practice ends, and sometimes they even meet at reality shows. Sometimes, she comes early in the agency and waits outside, and whenever Sehun wants to take a break or to smoke a cigarette, he goes on the back and meets with her. When he is smoking, he looks in the eyes of Yebin as another person. Whenever they are all alone and he feels really fatigued for the training, he manages to act as he really wants to act. They just talk. Without teasing or without hiding themselves. Sometimes about their families, their highschool life, what they feel, what are their purposes for the next year and going on. He always sits next to her, but he does not dare to look at her straight in the eye, because he knows that if he did that, he wouldn't resist on kissing her lips. Whenever he is in that moments with her, he manages to smoke more cigarettes than the normal range, because he wants to keep his eyes busy on something, he does not want to focus on her. He does not trust his istincts at all. Yebin notices that he always does not look at her and keeps locking his gaze at his hands or at his shoe tips, but she does not care about that much, as long as she can listen to what he wants to say and he listenes to what she has to say. She feels always relieved after talking with him, and whenever he is coming back to the practice room, she greets him with a bright smile. Not the ones she gives to the camera or to the tv shows, a smile that nobody saw and that Sehun loves. A smile that maybe is less appealing for the other people, because it is really wide and makes her eyes close more than how much they close when she smiles normally, but to Sehun that's the best smile of her. Sometimes he even walks her home, or does not leave her until he knows that she is doing okay.  He does not like streets at night and he knows how boys and men are made, and surely someone like Yebin would not pass unseen at a desert street in the middle of the night, and she is really thankful to him for that. There was a time when he brought her with him, pretending he was walking her home, into a pizza shop because he wanted a pizza. He made her sit with her legs under the table, it was 2 a.m., and when he came back with his slice of pizza, he found her sleeping with her head on the surface of the table. He took a pic of her, knowing that she was going to kill him, and he ate his pizza, looking at her paceful face while sleeping. Then, he tried to bring her home in bridal style, but his sleepiness made him walk just a few meters and he had to wake her up and to walk her home. He felt tired, but surely happy, because he was with her.

 

last words.

comments/suggestions » ////

scene requests »  Shh, my scenes will be secret! tehehe

password » "Hello at everyone, we are ESSENCE. Let's share some memories!"

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