Yesterday, I just had like this want of going to the bookstore to buy this book. It was already late afternoon and the sun was starting to set. the bookstore was in a big mall, 45 minutes away from my dorm so by the time I got there it was already dark.

Okay so I entered the mall for the third time in the whole two years I've been in this city and I was a bit worried about getting lost but the bookstore was real easy to find. I instantly saw the displays with this book, I hurried inside. I really thought it would be out of stock but like whoa there were literally about a hundred of them all over the place and it made my heart jump in excitement. I've been waiting for the sequel ever since I found out about it and I was like stalking Jenny Han's twitter and instagram like every single day. I loved the first book so much and I love this one even more! I got my copy and started reading it while waiting in line to pay and on the ride back to my dorm and I was struggling to keep my calm BECAUSE HOW DO YOU KEEP CALM IF UR BURSTING WITH FEELS. Yeah, and it cost me like half of my weeks allowance but that's okay. It's so worth it.

Actually before deciding on buying the book (randomly and out of the blue), I already spoiled myself. I KNEW HOW IT ENDS WHICH I WAS VERY HAPPY ABOUT BECAUSE YES!!! And I told myself that I was not eating dinner until I finished it. I was done by two in the morning, very very hungry of physical food but so full of feels and giddiness!

OKAY I'M GONNA SAY EVERYTHING NOW I REALIZED THAT I COULDN'T WRITE MY FEELS PROPERLY IF I DIDN'T ACTUALLY SAY WHAT WAS IN THE BOOK SO...

*some spoilers ahead

It was all so wonderfully written. I like that there was drama and some comedy and lessons about life and lots and lots of kissing YES

So much feels on those moments between Lara Jean and Peter, and Lara Jean and John Ambrose McClaren. And can I just say that you John are a weirdo DAMN you and LJ could have been happy together if you just asked her to that formal BUT NOOOO boo but anyways if you didn't give up, there would be no Lara Jean and Peter, I guess??? lol YAY for Team Peter K!

I stumbled upon the first book by accident but then I read it and instantly fell in love with the plot. It's something I would actually try hehe but I'd rather not have my letters sent out! If I was to write a love letter to every boy I've loved there would be so many, about 20 or so! lol And all but two would be for Kpop idols. And just like what Stormy said in the book, you can never love them all equally. Which is true. Out of all those boys ther is just one that I love the most, just a teeny bit more than the next in rank. I have actually sent him a letter about two years ago but I don't know if he has read it. I don't think he will be able to read it, but oh well...

Overall, I'm very happy that it ended well for Lara Jean and Peter even after everything that they have been through. THEY ARE JUST MEANT TO BE AMEN

PS. John Ambrose McClaren, I'm right here. I'll be your Lara Jean.