To (my) Junhyuk
在一起。
hope you're having a good day, angel.
jiwon here... I don't know where to start- I don't know what to say... I just. ing hell.
I came here to around, I never planned on falling in love. but then, you showed up. at first I thought this jijun thing would die down within a few hours, but no. you talked to me and stuff and I found you really adorable. I kept denying my feelings for you but I found myself smiling more whenever you're around, or when you talk to me. I'd be in a better mood whenever you talked to me.
usually, I reject people so coldly, but you- ing hell. you. I didn't want to hurt you, you seemed so fragile and I wanted to sort of take care of you...???
I still denied my feelings, "probably sympathy," I'd tell myself. but oh my god it wasn't.
CAMELLIA: admiration ; perfection
WHITE CAMELLIA: you're adorable.
RED CAMELLIA: can't believe i'm including this you're a flame in my heart.
DANDELION: faithfulness ; happiness
PURPLE HYACINTH: i am sorry ; please forgive me
YELLOW HYACINTH: jealousy
CALLA LILY: beauty
GLOXINIA: love at first sight
TULIP: perfect lover
and finally..
ROSE: love
as i was saying.
i'd clench my jaw and dig my nails into my palms when I see someone flirting with you, I'd want to say "back off, he's mine." but you weren't. so.... choi junhyuk...
be mine?
hrht
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