It seems that 7838 karma can't secure me a spot on the advertising calendar. Tell me what to do now,I don't know what to do short giving up.

I can't focus on finishing chapt 7 of this fic now. I spent most of today staring at my computer screen trying to find the right words but they didn't come. I have no focus.

I want to forget about advertising so I can finish my fic in peace, but honestly,my heart is pained at knowing I can't advertise it before its completed. I don't know...

Tell me what to do. Tell me how to secure a spot on that darned calendar and maybe I won't feel like I've failed at this. You've helped me enough now, I can't ask for anymore, but just please tell me what to do. Do I forget about this whole bid thing and finish the fic or do I keep trying while writing it. Its your fic as much as it is mine,so please tell me what you think I must do.