So the other day I was in math class and I have a friend named Alexis. Well, Alexis told me that she had talked Robert the other day and had told him about me. 

She said,"Oh, yeah did Zitlaly tell you she likes you? She told me about it." 

And he said,"Yeah she did but I only see her as a friend. I feel bad because I think I led her on. Should I talk to her?" 

And Alexis said,"Omg, yes talk to her. She'll feel much better." And so Friday I see him walking up to my group of friends and he's like 

"Zitlaly can I talk to you for a bit?" And ALL of my friends were shouting OTP OTP OTP and I glared at them because I kind of knew what was going on. 

So we're walking around the school and we stop at a like a gym where no one can see us and he tells me. 

"I know you like me obviously but I jusy want to apologize if I ever lead you on or if I ever gave you signals. You're a really awesome friend and you're fun to hang out with but I only see you in that way." So me trying to be the tough girl said,

"It's okay, I don't really care anymore." And he looked into my eyes and I was like about to cry. I was on my period all emotional and and this was a reason to cry. And then he hugs me. 

"Doing this isn't going to help you at all, Robert. Hugging me, sleeping on me, telling me cheesy jokes... that'll just lead me on even more." And he steps back and nods. 

"Okay. I'll see you around then. Let's go to class." So.he dropped me off at class and I just want to freaking jump off the roof. I go to class and everyone's like 

"OOOOOH YOU AND ROBERT! ARE YOU GUYS FINALLY DATING??" So I flipped off like everyone and they all shut up and went back to focusing on math. So I just sat in class all sad and and didn't even really do anything. Alexis tried.talking to me but I didn't listen to her. 

My friend Kaitlyn also tried talking to me but I told her not to ask me anything and we moved onto last period. 

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I'm done with boys. 

Goodbye Robert

Goodbye Vincent

AND GOODBYE JULIAN