Aigoo..

Just like I stated in the title , I'm Heartbroken.

Do you belive it when they said , there's no pire friendship in between a girl and boy ? Because this is what is happening to me.

Well i got a guy friend , my bestest friend ever and somewhere along , I found myself falling for him and I did even thought i tried ro deny it.

And he got himself a girlfriend. But then they broke up , I listened to whatever he wanted to say and comforted him. I didn't felt that happy because I know I shouldn't.

For him , I'm only his best friend and nothing more.

Just a friend.

And now guess what ?

He said he is in love with someone.. and that is my uh.. close friend I guess ? (We're not really that close anyway , we just get closer since yesterday at our farewell party)

And he was asking me wether he should open up and try to get even closer..even asking am I supporting it.

And I said 'i will support you as long as the two of you is happy.'

it kinda hurt..

Ugh.. I shpuld seriously go and found a boyfriend as well..

Wait..

I could make this into a story

Like , based on true story , author's life (??)

Well damn..

Lets hope i got a boyfie real soon !!

*not to mention all of his love interests are cute and funny and all..and here I am , just a normal potato.. O.O

And another extra.. 

We joked a lot and used lots of emoticon in between our messages and he often greet me good night and sweetdreams , using a 'love you' kind of emoticon and all that ..

How am I supposed not to get my hope high seriously that idiot.. atop doing that kinda thing if you dont mind it..

But a little part of myself actually likes it.. T^T

Argh.. my stupid self..