So I guess I should explain why I've been on hiatus since forever:

1. Health

Tbh the last 3 (?) weeks I've been sick and went more often to the doctors than I have in my whole life (until now ofc) but I've been sick for a year maybe now but I didn't know.

I also didn't go to School, but believe me, just bcs you're not there doesn't mean you don't have to study, the stress level is almost higher as if I where in school -.-

Naturally since I missed out on school, I also couldn't take my exams. Which means even more stress as soon as I go back to school (hopefully next week) yay -____-

I also got around 50 whatsapp messages from classmates to explain my situation (either bcs they care, they're curious and being nosy or bcs the teachers asked them to tell me to come back to school for their exams) and I think they should keep their noses out of my stuff. I don't want to be mean but this is my problem and I know they're talking behind my back and just no.

The best thing about this whole health thing is that the doctors told me I will not die. I mean, that's great isn't it? On bad days like yesterday I have to take two pills of A, one pill of B, 3 pills of C and 5 drops of D and even though I don't have a problem getting down the medicines it's still not nice. And rn I have problems with my stomach, which means no caffeine, low on salt, sugar and fat (so no sweets, no chocolate, no junk food etc.) The only other good thing is I lost weighth...yay...

So basically I'm in no condition to stress about my aff stories, sry

2. The ever popular writer's block (yay again -.-)

I'm stuck. With all my stories.

I'm not gonna throw them away bcs they're like my babies but when I start writing again I'll have to rewrite them all over (my old writing style was horrible and I made many mistakes, also in the storylines and yeah)

3. More personal stress/problems

But I'm not going to elaborate this.

So I hope you can understand where I'm coming from.