i'm writing this without caring about the font and any other thing, i won't even take a look at it again and just post this later/without correcting any mispelling i guess/

so i wrote this as 'today'

it has been awhile since i log in here. i really get great news today...

first of all, today is the birthday of my fav even tho yeah... had a tough time trying to get rid of hi in my mind, but it seems like he just came crawling in back my mind,

so happy birthday to you byun baekhyun. i wish that you are happy wherever you are.

second, i was accepted to a local university, it is not that i don't have the dream to continue my studies overseas but my current situation make me glad that i'm able to get into a local one.

but still thinking. my mom's sick and my brother is away, studying oversea, my father rarely come home. with just me around, i'm still thinking wether or not to continue my studies. just thinking that maybe i should just not enter this year? my mom is still incapable of doing chores and stuff. 

with my first year at uni, we must stay at dorm meaning that i need to leave my mom. 

sorry guys i just let it out here. i just can't think properly lately...

forget about it....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MAN WHO OWNS MY HEART FOR 4 YEARS