The thing that i afraid is YOU , yes you ~ Mr. Panda aka LL i thought last year is last for me to think about you and try to do something without MARK about you anymore ... but today gonna begin for the first time , that like i met you before. what should i do ? i hope i can forget you , for the rest from my heart but.. I'm wrong , you come AGAIN .. bring something new , bring the fact that you had Girlfriend. LL can just you go and pls .. don't you ever come into my life even you didn't notice me , but you must realize that someone was dying to avoiding you , very bad. i thought i could made a new chapter of my life this time but .. the history will begin again plus the hurt/pain will come and mocking me again as before. LL i do i don't have any feeling over you but could you give me time for healed about what happened this 4years.... can i ignore you ? though i know you really well ??? can i love you again? even you have someone ?? can i just let you go? even I'm curious about you really mush ?? can i ... just stop this way even i know you're in here. Nearby me ?? Daejae_Minie