This is my first blog post but I wanted to express something I was very dissapointed about.

In general I am a person full of ideas and I get aha moments with lots of stories that could develop very well. Unfortunately I am not satisfied with the way I write. I am an idealist and I want it to be perfect and I tend to miss details. Because I was so detered from the way I write I was procrastinating continuously about updating my stories. I only thought of it as something I had to do. Then I realised writing fanfiction or any other personal blog is about your self. It's a way to express yourself and your ideas and it doesn't matter if you're descriptive enough or if you make grammatical mistakes. We create these stories for our own entertaintment as a way to express the intuitive fantasies we have in our heads and entertain people that would enjoy these types of stories. 

I am saying this because I live in britain for like 6 years and my english even though it improves it is not to that ideal standard for which I imagine, and in general I'm a lot more mathematical than artistic this is an opportunity for me to try an convey my thoughts and ideas on paper. 

I want to thank my readers for being patient enough and waiting for me to update. I will update routinely from now on and I will try my best to make my fic of high standard. I don't proofread my work so  small mistakes are expected to be present. 

In this post I generally wanted to encourage people that they should write stories if they want to even if they think that their writting is of no high standards. This is a way of entertaintment and self expression. I know there will be a few people that have many ideas but they criticise themselves for their writting standard. 

Either way thank you for reading this if you did :)