OKAY SO RECENTLY I JUST WATCHED BIGBANG'S INKIGAYO FOR LOSER AND BAE BAE. AND DEAR GOD ALL MIGHTY IM SO VERY VERY  PROUD OF THEM. I WAS JUST WATCHING IT AND I COULDN'T STOP SMILING BECAUSE THEY SEEM 10X MORE CONFIDENT IN THEIR CRAFT. AND SO MUCH GROWTH GAH I FEEL LIKE A PROUD MOTHER! WHEN THEY WERE SINGING, IT SOUNDED JUST LIKE THE RECORDING I WAS LIKE "THEY DONT EVEN NEED THE RECORDING, JUST GIVE THEM INSTRUMENTAL YG BECAUSE YOU HAVE BIG STARS HERE WHO HAVE GIVEN MANY FEELS TO ALL OF US VIPS OUT THERE."

BUT LITERALLY LIKE WATCHING THEIR SUCCESS AND JUST GD AS A LEADER, SINGER, RAPPER, COMPOSURE, ETC IT MAKES ME WANT TO DO THESE THINGS AND I HAVE HAD REALLY DEEP THOUGHT OF JUST MOVING TO KOREA AND MAKING IT MY GOAL TO BECOME APART OF YG. LIKE IM SOOO SOO SOO SERIOUS. IM CURRENTLY LISTENING TO LOSER AS I TYPE THIS. AND GAH THE EMOTION IN MY HEART ACHES FOR ALL OF THEM. NONE OF THEM ARE LOSERS! IT HURTS MY HEART SO MUCH.

BUT CANT WAIT FOR MORE MVS

HWAITING!~~~~