Omo, I feel like it's been months and months since I've been here...... I hope it hasn't even been a month but I don't even know what day of the week it is anymore, so I am sorry. 

y Jinki to make up for it? anyone????? 

I didn't expect to go on a sudden hiatus but work hit me in the face hard. It was like life slapping me and running away. I got scheduled all week and then I asked for today because I just couldn't work that much any more. I had to take a day to rest and actually adjust to work. It's been a tough balance but I think I finally figured it out. It took a whole day of running around planning things and napping once or twice on the floor to recuperate. I feel fresh and renewed and happy happy happy. Stress isn't so bad if you have a goal in the end :) I wrote in the (very little) spare time I had so I hope to be editing and posting in the upcoming days PLEASE WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Really other than Ontae, and Bigbang coming back, I owe it to Taemin's Danger and Jinki and Jonghyuns Please Don't Go to push me over the edge and get myself together. Their songs placed a spark in me to do what I want to do and not let things overwhelm me. Thank you SHINee Oppas!!!