Yeah, so there is this Idol Search audition and I get the jitters, butterflies, goose bumps, and many more other things when you feel nervous. The audition is in a private box or booth but I can't help but still feel, a hell lot of, nervous. I currently rethinking my song choice which is Ailee's Don't touch me, almost all of my preference are ailee's and lee hi, though I am nowhere reaching their vocal range. I know I can sing but I am not that good at it lol. So now I am choosing of switching to ailee's evening sky and rose by hi ... oh also someday by ukiss (love this song during my hardcore kiss me era and I still do!!!).

     A day before the 3 day auditions, I feel like backing out but I know in my gut I will so regret it, which is why I so going to do this ... but still rethinking my song choice... No matter how nervous I am I will still do my best to rock this shizz .. even if I don't get into the top 30 :) at least I didn't back down .. even with a stuffy and freaking runny nose hahhaaha XD I'm just gonna do mah thaaang and not be someone else :)

    LOL! So I guess I'm just looking for a place to rant and now I feel good. 

BRING ON MY STAGE FRIGHT (or booth) HUMILIATION PROBLEM!!!! I CAN DOOO THIS!!