I AM YOUR SONE | 난 너의 소원

Blog by: IAMNABISONYEO

          It has been decades since I had a dream. Seriously. I've always wanted to have a dream about my idols, maybe just to see myself interacting with them which wouldn't really happen in real life. Everyone likes that, right? Who wouldn't like to see and interact with their idols? It's a 'dream' come true. My first ever blog here in AFF is also about a dream about EXO's Kris (about his lawsuit). That was my last dream ever, or maybe. I'm not sure because that was almost a year ago. 

           I had a dream last night and my most favorite girl group, Girls' Generation (소녀시대) appeared in it. They were wearing the costume they used when they went here in our country during The Best of Best in the Philippines concert, which I, too, attended. It's the pink one, here's the photo below:

          In my dream, the place was strange, maybe in a mountain, and there were houses and sari-sari stores. I mostly got to talk with Tiffany and Seohyun. Yes, I am close to them (and I wish in real life too :3). I really wanted to sing with them, so I asked them both if we can sing together. "Can we sing together?" I asked. They both agreed with me so we all sang 'Twinkle' while walking with the other girls.The road was so dusty and they probably don't suit walking there while wearing those costumes (weird, right?XD). I really can't remember what happened next and I can only remember having an interaction with Taeyeon is when I called her, "Taeyeon unnie!". When I called her, she's like not in a mood or something, maybe she's not feeling well and what happened next is what I can't remember again. I wasn't able to recall the whole dream, so there are lapses. The next thing I knew is when I was guiding Taeyeon to walk, my arms are around her. I think she wasn't really feeling well, maybe she felt dizzy. I walked her to a house, a yellow one but the paint were a bit destroyed and when we climbed into the stairs, it looks like we're going to fall. Wall linings were brown and the wall itself is painted yellow too. The house is a typical Filipino house, maybe usually found in urban areas, almost similar to houses of informal settlers. I took her to a room where she could stay for a while and rest. I think she laid on a bed without matress, and I feel bad for that. I was so worried that I was already crying while she was resting inside that room. I wanted to take to care of her. She said something when I was outside the room, and I can't remember that!!! UGH, my guess is that maybe, she thanked me or what. ㅠ.ㅠ

          Taeyeon is my bias in Girls' Generation(소녀시대), so maybe that's one thing why I dreamed of her. Another thing is, I always worry about her a lot, since lately, she's been into many issues. So, maybe my dream describes my feeling of wanting to protect her and how hurt I am when people throws hate at her. I really love this kid leader and it pricks my heart whenever she's into issues. I hope one day, people will stop hating her because she doesn't deserve it. She's trying her best to make people happy and she'll always apologize if she has done something wrong. Remember her dating scandal with EXO's Baekhyun? Of course, at first I was shocked but I accepted everything. As the issue boomed in, she posted on IG saying about how sorry she was, apologizing when she doesn't really have to. I cried seeing her posting her sorry's for a number of times. And that's not the only issue where people bashed her. If I could stay dreaming, I would. I'll heal her and be the fan who will protect her from every negativities. 

          Taeyeon, I am your SONE and forever will be. I love you ♥ 태연 언니, 난 너의 소원이 오전 영원히있을 것입니다.~~ 사랑해♥

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