I cried today.

Even my departure from Korea never made me well up with tears.

But I guess this is the power of what friendships could do. I felt betrayed and hurt.

Its a very simple thing but how did it end up as something so serious. I chose to stay away from the issue but the damages has already been made. I kept telling myself it's alright, to choose happiness, to be ignorant of the situation but I could not. I choose to confront it.. because they were my friends.

Friends? Maybe not after tomorrow.

I knew I have many friends. They were just one of them, but I believe this is one of those days that misfortunes happen.

and that one day, we will realize this argument should not have even occured this day. 

I used to lose a precious friend, I could not afford to lose anyone anymore, but again I told myself its a wishful thinking.

I talked myself to sleep just now. Think. Joie. Think. The phrase of my luluby,I need to remind myself the best way to create a solution to this. In the end I chose to submive to my feelings, cry it out and release the tension. When I woke up, the sun is down.

Time to study again, but should I turn on my phone? I guess not. I don't need distractions for my finals.

Rain will stop, the storm will pass, even the biggest Tsunami will subside.

Everything is going to be alright.

Just like how "Happiness" sings, I believe in the power of optimism.