It's my first day back to school anD MIKI WAS ALL I THOUGHT OF and also my science exam today lol. In the morning I was almost gonna miss my train, but nope! It stayed there for a few minutes before departing so that was a good thing for me.

Today was raining and cold. It was kinda windy too so it was really difficult to keep my umbrella down when the wind just kept pushing it to point up lol. When I was going up the stairs to the ticket machines I didn't see Miki. I didn't have time to see him since I was in a hurry because a) it was cold b) I am embarrassed to see him because I am embarrassing and c) I wanted to get to school a bit faster.  However, I did see him when the train was hurling to a stop at his station. He was walking by and it seemed really windy since his blazer was being pushed back. It seemed that nothing has changed.

During the morning I was walking with my sibling, who seems to be kinda embarrassed to walk with me (because like I said, I am embarrassing), so I was kinda confused and full of wat.

In the afternoon, I kinda got to see Miki but my eyesight is bad and I had no glasses on so I couldn't tell so eh.

He didn't catch my carriage and I WAS SO DISAPPOINTED LIKE NO THERE IS NO CHANCE ANYMORE I AM DONE.

When I came back home, my sibling was gonna play a quick 1v1 game on LoL to see who is the best player lol. I was just judging them so hard. I watched a game and Miki was surprisingly good. They were Skyping during the game and I could hear Miki laugh from my sibling's earphones. He sounded really cute! (The volume was pretty loud enough for me to hear if you were wondering)

But yeah, that's all. I just feel like my effort will go to waste if I did try harder than this so he'd notice me. ;_;