After reading all the wonderful stories people write, books published, blogs posted, and manga read. I realized everyone has something to fight for. Whether it's for good purposes or bad ones. We all fight to survive. It's how we live.  It's hard to live in a world like this. A world where we all fight for things like food, money, shelter, or each other is sad. People call it work but it's sad how greed and lust drives us and we lose all humanity of ourselves. All because we don't want to lose something. Because it's hard to live without it. It's scary to lose someone. I don't doubt it. It's scary to realize they could just go away like you were never had them. Losing someone is even worst. At times it drives some of us insane. They hard part is not the goodbye. The hard part is the void that they left when they leave. I should know. I lost people that are important to me too. Losing someone is hard. You grasp so tightly to that one, sharing everything with each other. Spoiling each other with all types of love. Then they leave. Without a word. They just disappeared. Vanished from your life. Then you wonder, what did I do wrong? You wonder if you are worthy, if you deserved it. You don't know and you start to blame yourself. And I'd cry. I used to think crying was stupid and cowardly, but after meeting all ppthese wonderful people. I learned it's okay to cry. To grieve. No matter what it hurts. I try so hard not to lose someone again. I cling on to the people that are important to me. And I wonder what am I to them. I begin to wonder if I'm useful to them. Doubts wonder and I deem myself useless. But over the 14 years of my life, I learned that you are worth it. You value will be judged and critiqued, but your value never changes. Just because you are bad at something doesn't mean you are worthless, it just means you are not ment for it.

                    Just get up and try again. Dreams can be crushed, but it doesn't stop you from dreaming. Make your dreams bigger and better. You will always be supported. Because the people that love you are the people that count and I say this with pride. You may not have it yet, but one day you are going to find people who will defend, help, depend, love, and cherish you no matter what. Reading all these experiences and watching them unfold make me emotional. I don't care you if say their not real. I don't care if you say they are fake. I have never met a character that has taught me more. They show more compassion, kindness, and bravery than any person I have met so far. The stories, that they all write their own paths. They all fight for a purpose. I find myself crying for them at these situations. These hardships they had. All these encounters they have surpassed. They have grown alittle more. Stronger. I look up to these characters because they shaped me into who I am today. I'm thankful for my friends and family that support me even though they can be a pain in the sometimes, I love love them. They gave me a home I can come back to anytime I need too. No matter where I go. I still fight to make myself a better person. I want to be better and turn into something they can be proud of. So I can come home smiling and shout: I DID IT! THANK YOU FOR WAITING FOR ME YOU BUMS! I LOVE YOU GUYS! LETS GO EAT! I can already know I can count on them.

                 I hope my best friends on this fandom site is reading this. Because I have never told them how important they are to me and how much I cherish them. Sometimes I feeling like crying in happiness because of how much they spoiled me and taught me things. I didn't gain this confidence by siting there and pitying myself. I had to stand up every single time I was beaten down, even if it took awhile. I had to fight for what I believe was right. I had to earn the pride. Because I don't want to be a useless person who went down without even try to do anything. I don't care if this is too cheesy or cliche for you. I dont care it if it is poorly constructed and the spelling is horrible. I'm not perfect and nobody else is either. Don't go for perfect because you can never be perfect. Have you ever found perfect? My point is don't just sit there and rot doing nothing. Get up and go make something of yourselves. Don't wait go for it, go! Let your voices be heard.

Don't wait and regret it because "Someday" is too late.