Its hurt so much. Know that someone who are bestfriends for you its getting far away plus she got new friends and rarely hang out with you just because you aren't looks like each other people who loves shopping, go to mall for finding boy, flirt with him. And then she just came to you when she felt sad or need something in urgent. I do trust her as my bestfriends, but I think she didn't . Because I just another friends to hang out with. And now when we're at school, we're rarely talk each other, when we took some lesson out of school she don't talk to me although I'm on her left-sided and she'd like talk to her new friends who recently (when 2nd grade) are her enemies but now she's part of her enemies gang. Dunno why she ruined everything, that I trusted her but not know. I feel awkward around her, beside my heart is hurt so much because of her es act. Everything has changed now. I fell so far away, and I just nothing on her social circle. I felt like trash, rubbish, furthermore invisible things. When she is need me to ask something I just feeling 'oh hell no she isn't that my oldfriend I knew before. I should go away or step back. Afraid if she hurt me again' And don't forget the important things, she always told that I have to loss weight and became super thiny girl like her and she'd love bullying me and actually in deep my heart its so hurt although she told me that was lame jokes. But in point of view, jokes doesn't mean to hurt your friends And the big question is, Why people so hypocrites nowadays?