When i was 13 , i used to think that love always leads to happy ending ... But life taught me lessons ! 

   I fell in love with my best friend when i was just 14 .. I dont know i just thought about him all day and night , my heart used to beat so faster with him .. I used to think like other fairytales , he will love me back or he already secretly loves me .. But my whole world crushed when in his 19 th birthday he confessed that he likes a junior girl in our school and isgonna ask her out today .. It took me everything to stop my tears from falling down , it was like even my worst nightmare wouldnt b so bad ..and adding more pain to my miseries , that girl said yes ..

  I used to cry all night but still my tears wouldnt stop falling . i didnt want to lose him as a friend but it really hurted being only his friend .. My family noticed my sudden breakdown though i tried my best to hide .. Im thankful that they didnt force me to talk .. After a year in the same way , my dad said “ When u were born , I made a promise that i'll never let anyone harm u and will do everything for ur pains to disappear , i will fulfill my promise if u want to .. U just have to let me know " 

  With those words , i was really happy that my parents really loved me . My friends , family they value me so much .. I really loved that guy but i love my family & friends too and this is not a one sided love.  I'll always get return love & affection from them .. The man i loved didnt loved me back romantically and i can nvr blame him for that but he loves me as a friend and will support me always and im reallyt grateful for that .. 

   I know it was really hard but i moved on in my life with my first broken love  and im really happy now .. My previous feeling are somewhere lost in my heart and i got rid of them .. I stll didnt fing my Mr.love but i still believe that somewhere in the world there is my prince with whom i'll hav a Fairytale ♥