don't you ever wonder about your life? do you think it's perfect? for me no.... i have so much to tell how imperfect my life is. 1st : i have no friends that could be honest and sincere to me 2nd: people under restimates me 3rd: i dont get chances 4th: people critisize me from what i look 5th : they don't really care about me.. i bet none of them does...

i am clumsy

i feel hideous

i'm not pretty

i'm not slim

i'mnot the girly type..

you see.. my life is really hard. i don't trust people that much.. i love making friends in the internet.. but why?? why you asked??? its because atleast they don't tell a lie right in your face. some of them understand you.. some of them can guied you.. some of them even can be your best friend.. but don't you think its funny that the friends right infront of you CAN NOT be your best friend?? i'm not saying that all of them are bad. i'm just saying that its hard to find that one friend that stays by your side, who is loyal to you, who comfors you, who supports your every decisions and most importantly the ones that understands you.. its hard i know.. but why don't we start being that friend first? i think i'll give it a try.. we all should..