this is going to sound so stupid and nerdy... But then again who gives a ..

I really do feel like in a way, kpop totally changed my life, before kpop, I swear my life was all sorts of ed up. I have been a kpop fan for a while but before it was just casual..

I had just gotten out a 2 year relationship and I was super depressed, I had spent so much energy and time into this relationship that I had nothing else. When we broke up and he left me. I had nothing else. No other direction. That's when I really started following groups, hardcore. I realized that those boys, even if I don't know them.. Would never hurt me. 

I can't say there was anything that automatically drive out my depression, but kpop was the one thing that kept all of the horrible things out of my mind. My stress reliever. And in that way I was able to move on and find a new direction.

I can't say I truly have any romantic feelings for any of my baises because in the end, I don't know them. But one thing I can say is that I love all of them so much. Especially my boys, I love them like how I can love a best friend or brother. 

Now that I'm about to start university, I'm jusg so happy and looking forward to the future.