WHAT'S NEXT!?!?!

Can somebody please, please tell me what the F&$# is going on with males now in days?? Not only was I insulted over FIVE TIMES, a person I thought was my friend wasn't. Let me tell yah what I'm talkin bout.

So, for the past few weeks, I had men ( black, hispanic, and asians) when we first talk, it's compliments and all that good stuff. Then it's like " your very pretty, but honestly your shaped like an upside triangle" " your big up top but lacking in the back. BUT YOU'RE REALLY CUTE" And all of that other bull.

Now for the other problem, this girl that became my friend not to long ago. This guy name Chris (he's Chinese) I liked him. Well, not to long ago I was passing by them with my heavy duffel bags, and see them sitting together laughing, touch. And the whole time she was looking dead at me. My bags slipping for my shoulders I managed to pass by them swaying a little bit. I hear her say something to him having him turn around before I went down the stairs.

It hurts I will admit that. But, I need to try and find happiness andconfidence with myself, especially my body shape.

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oceansofxo #1 Apr 9, 2015 16:06:31

Okay. Because we are aff friends. I'll be your one good friend and tell you this. If you don't start telling yourself you are beautiful now. You will have issues with yourself esteem. Many people are shaped like you. But you can always wear clothing that will give the appearance that you are hippier at the lower half of your body. Have you ever watched What not to Wear? If you have not. I suggest that show. Very informative in regards to fashion. Also is this girl really a friend? Lastly, if you are meeting people who are not Agreeing to your standards. Be a good person to yourself and let them go. The confidence you find in you will be the confidence others will see in you as well.