That's a question stuck in my head at the moment. I feel like I'm getting moody after coming back from the hospital. I hate that I'm affected by every single things, my studying, my singing, my rp stuffs, I just messed up everything and now I just want to crawl into a hole.

I know I have to be strong but it's hard- sighs, even looking at my biases is painful (?)

For those I haven't submitted my parts in collabs, I'm really sorry, but I'm so helpless rn

For the person messed up with my feeling (who won't ever bother to check this ), thank you so much for treating me like trash

For my friends (are you guys existed?), I'm still here, I'm not going to commit suicide so no need to worry, I love you, and I'll try to get better in the future