Why I've been gone

So um. Hi, friends. Or the readers of my fanfictions....

So here goes nothing.

The reason why I've been gone for the past 4-5 months was because, I'm combating depression.

its hard. Its like waking up one day, and you just feel your world crumbling around you, the air going against you, and even the sun frowns at your appearance.

its really hard.

i love writing. I really do.

but those days, when i can't even think right, when I just forced myself to function without actually putting my heart in anything I do, I really can't think of writing.

i'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

i'm better now. So i'll work once again.

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HomeHam #1 Apr 25, 2015 23:23:50

Telling you too write more. They obviously were to dumb to read your blog . Look at the positive side when ever you can ,
Sincerely, ~ HomeHam

HomeHam #2 Apr 25, 2015 23:22:20

I hope you feel better soon. I know depression is very hard. Though i do not have it, i have lilapsophobia, astrophobia, posttraumatic stress disorder, etc...) . Though i am sure it is nothing in comparison to depression. How selfish i feel for thinking you were just on a very long hiatus. His name is Leo is a great story that has inspired me beyond measures. I started recently writting my oon story from inspiration. You capture his personality perfectly ! I belive you should become a writer as an adult, or if you are already grown up, make it more than a hobbie . What am i to say though, im thirteen :/ . Well, best of luck. I will enjoy your next chapter when it is released . Please don't. Feel pressured by comment comments

becauseimstupid #3 Apr 12, 2015 02:52:41

im sorry you had go go through that :(( in really glad that you are getting better :) remember that you are loved and worthy

iamandie #4 Apr 8, 2015 08:07:37

hey hey! hope you are doing fine now.. :D

i know how hard it is to fight that feeling..

parkxihan #5 Apr 8, 2015 07:42:06

aww i know how that feels :(
i hope youre recovering fast,remember that youre enough and worth every breath you take <3

junghyojin4 #6 Apr 8, 2015 06:17:09

I'm so sorry you went thru that ㅠㅠ i hope you get better and if you're not please don't force yourself and rest.

Leos_Lioness #7 Apr 8, 2015 01:00:40

I'M SO SORRY THAT YOU HAD TO GO THROUGH THAT. I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL, I'VE BEEN EXTREMELY DEPRESSED FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS AFTER MY EX-HUSBAND DECIDED THAT HE WANTED TO ATTACK ME & MY MOTHER. BUT I KNOW THAT I HAVE A LOT OF LOVE & SUPPORT OUT HERE WHICH HELPS ME TO KEEP GOING. I KNOW THAT WE DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER THAT WELL BUT PLEASE KNOW THAT I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU WHENEVER YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO OR A SHOULDER TO CRY ON.......REAL TALK. I HOPE YOU'LL FINISH WRITING "HIS NAME IS LEO" BECAUSE THAT'S MY FAVOURITE STORY BY YOU & IT'S THE REASON I STARTED WRITING, I LOVE YOU CHICKA & REMEMBER........STAY STRONG & STAY POSITIVE OKAY. THERE IS ALWAYS THE SUN RIGHT AFTER THE RAIN. WELCOME BACK <3