B.A.P's Bang Yong Guk drops 'AM 4:44' MV

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1kxbuiAAzzU

Directed by ROTTA
Co-Directed by BANGYONGGUK
Filmed X Edited by ROTTA X BANGYONGGUK
Artwork by BANGYONGGUK

LYRICS AM 4.44

The heavy weight carried on two shoulders
Nobody would know how scary the mask I wear is
I don’t even know what I traded my passion
for in place of everyone’s cheers
For what am I insisting on trying so hard for to keep on running
Feeling inferior and guilty are what’s left
reality is rising and blocking my throat
What is what if the card life has thrown at me is really right
Others judge for me what is so simple
The lyrics I put my heart into isn’t worth reading to them
Everyone wants to chase after money and fame
In the end my lyrics are trash letters GO
AWAY
Why do they all only look at me close
mindedly Whatever I did to walk
enthusiastically the world
To them was hypocrisy trying to holding his head up in pride
People stared at the young child like he was dumb adults shamelessly worry for you after
stepping, ripping, and making you fall over yeh
Values surrounded with money their crooked compass
Don’t try to defend me until them leave than become like someone like them
Respect toward my dongsaengs who
thought it was happiness and ran
To me above the night sky reverence for my
grandfather in my heart
Every night my song flows
It’s no use this is just my confession
To my grandfather’s arms I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need
Everyone go away Everyone go away
This damned world everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
Sympathetic stares everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
I don’t need love everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
Everyone go away
Every night I spend my lonely nights with bad thoughts
No one needs to hold me so I shut my
mouth tight
With a glass of soju I anesthetize the
sadness in the end it’s all one thing
I don’t even remember any more just what a dumb like me is
I wanted to live without an ounce of shame to my hyungs and dongsaengs no matter
what I did
The s who ruined this are living with their bellies full
Just as they don’t pay attention to the
victim mentality they have left behind
To try to forget all the ignorant ones is like empty dust
Just like the pills in my left hand my love has also left me
My fans hold my two hands and hold me so
I won’t fall
I know I want to leave and put down the weight of reality that trapped me and just cry
I think I need it I’m my own refuge right?
Every night my song flows
It’s no use this is just my confession
To my grandfather’s arms I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need
When you’re feeling the loneliest and having a hard time from this world
I will pat your shoulder you can lean into me then
However, whenever I am having a hard time so that you won’t even be interested
Get far away from me, all the words of
comfort is meaningless
Why?
The meaning of ‘hurt’ to me, no way only to
the people full of lies
Everynight I suffer through nightmares, leave me alone
i’m just doin ma things
Every night my song flows
It’s no use this is just my confession
To my grandfather’s arms I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need
Everyone go away Everyone go away
This damned world everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
Sympathetic stares everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
I don’t need love everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away

trans cr; nicole & woojung @ baptrans

OMG, .. I miss him so much! The lyrics is really deep and sounds painful.. I can literally feel that.. Also, this song is really beautiful with his voice.. I'm just.. going to sit here and cry again and again!