It almost 2 years i'm here~ haha, and still only 3 stories i manage to do. Feel kinda old right now. huhu. 

With the age already have 2 in front, i'm just realized how fast the time running behind. Dunno why but still I cant explain whether i'm a proper adult right now or not?

haha, honestly i am still a childish person likely love to play around.

Hu.....but as the time past, the stress grown bigger and bigger until  i realize life is not as easy as it was. From kindergarden, high school until university days, i started to learn many things that actually happened around.Happiness or sadness, frustrating or delighting~ Well, it is a mixture and layering between each others.

Recently, i'm suffered (?) kinda quarter-life crisis. I'm asking, thinking for myself, whether what i do now is what i really want to do , There is a time i was really frustrated to life. Kinda depressing. Well, it was the time where i reminisce everything, from a kids until now, a 3rd year law student. While industrial training almost come + started to think about the freaking graduation thesis, it was really stressful. I wanna back to my 17 years-old! HUAA. (well, it is impossible).

It last for about 2 weeks actually before i got my motivation back. :) i'm watching many inspirational movies, dramas, talking to my parent, looking at my friends around, looking at the seniors who manage to get their scroll and writing fanfics. And i realize somehow everybody are same. They also have their own hard time so why they can handled it more better than me? 

Well, i need to get my confidence back, standing and look forward! Fighting~ (as well as you) 

I want to properly graduate and become a trusted adult, a daughter that was helpful for her family and a wife that can be a pride for her husband. :)

This guy:

:

Inoo Kei (Hey Say Jump) 

While he manage to get his architectural degree while doing his job as celebrity, why not i am who is nobody? hahaa, i'm not even a celebrity, i should have more time than him :) or for a more classical example: 

this guy: 

Bill Gates

A failure who now a freaking rich man.

Never give up on your dream~