I feel like I should disappear and die like no will know even if I disappear cause everybody probably hate me sometimes I think why was I even born is it to serve the perpuse of being hurt I don't know anymore I guess I am not needed any more.
Stop! There are people out there who love you I know I may not personally know you, but I do have a bit of affection for you—and all the other people I meet here on AFF. They, myself included, will be hurt and sorrowful (and probably bereaved/abandoned) if they find out that you disappeared or died. They need you in their lives, even if sometimes, they don't/can't show it because of some reason.
You may think like that right now, but it's not the end of the world. I think letting it out through some kind of medium will help you. Write it down on a piece of paper or on a journal. If not, then type up a blog post. If that doesn't help, do something you enjoy—video games, music, sports, books, and so on. Doing something you enjoy usually lightens up your mood and will get you back to normal.
Being emotional isn't bad, (In fact, there were times when I cried nonstop for no reason at all—just because I felt like it.) but thinking negatively and moping around won't make it any better, only worse.
well someone out there loves you for sure. dont be too negative. being emotional is not bad but thinking negatively makes it worse. try to lighten your mood with music or anything that pleases you. :)
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