Rant

Okay I can't stand my family anymore.

I can't do anything without getting yelled at...even if I'm just asking about a dang book.

They accuse me of crap I never even did and make it sound like I do my mistakes intentionally. If I do one thing wrong, "OMG YOU'RE SUCH A BRAT!!" or "YOU'RE GROUNDED FOREVER!!" and I'm tired of it.

One time something happened to my sister and i was already thinking it was my fault and then guess what my mom says?

"Now wonder she went away. You're so mean to everybody!!" Over one fricking arguement.

Then at school I already get told almost everyday that I'm slow and dumb then I come home to the same thing from my mom.

Then my sister the same one form earlier makes everything worse because she stays up talking to a guy she met on freakin omegle. I mean I'm glad she's happy but seriously. Everything revolves around him. Every single second she's on her laptop talking to him. My mom complains about me staying in my room alot away from my family well...it's because i can't do anything fun with her or my siblings without getting antagonized or my mom griping about me being ungrateful for everything and how i need special education because I'm failing math. Even if we are having a really great day i still get the same crap. Then when i finally snap my mom calls my dad and makes me sound like the worst person in the world and never even mentions all the extremely mean stuff she said to me I talked to my sister today and we are just playfully teasing each other and evreything is fine then usddenly she turns into a munch and says really mean things then when i leave she gossips about me to her friends...same with my mom.

I just find this so unfair.

Then on top of that I'm super stressed about school since im in mostly honors classes this year and my mom expects straight A's. Even if it's a high B she still gripes about how im not doing anything and how she never brought home a F and that and that I need to be more like my sister. Then she also compares me and my siblings to other families then denies it later.

Just today my sister was yelling at me for not minding my own business then she gets on fircken skype and talks to a guy in Ireland about my dad and how horrible he is.

When its not even his business about our family problems!!!!

 

 

 

I'm sorry for ranting but i just had to let this out. Also sorry for talking about one thing then swapping to a completely different topic then go back to the previous one. I'm just sort of angry.

 

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meepsterz
#1
just let it out dear, just let it out. we'll be here if you need anything :)
DarkUlrich
#2
Hmmm... I don't know what else to suggest aside from having someone to talk to outside your house, like an uncle or an aunt or a cousin... And outside that maybe a friend or even a teacher. But the way I see it, you really need to talk to someone. All of this negative stuff ain't gonna help you. At least it's a good start f you do, especially to get your dad to see your side of the story.
TheDoktor
#3
Awww sweetie... ;_____; /huggles/ I feel like a broken record when I tell you the stuff I usually do... But you know how I feel about all this