everyone makes mistakes. EVERYONE! 

today was the first time i was driving by myself. i did everything my dad taught me but no this car had to park so close to me and yes I admit it was my fault. i turned the stering wheel a little too early and scratched the left rear of the other car that was parked beside me.

everyone makes mistakes. be glad i didn't get into a mother ing car crash. i wont be touching the car for some time since i'm not planning to talk to my dad or my brother because you. yes. you. you dont have to be that ING violent at me. just because i didn't reverse properly.

now im back to self-harming again. i've already did them manly times and now im back to doing it again. i've already scratched myself a few times with the scissors already. its stings but it's making me trying to forget whats happened today.

now that i think about the things i've did. im ing sure everyone around the world has done those types of mistakes.

now i just want to just kill myself so that this family can have one less person to ing feed