What do I really want for my future? Currently 18, I am in the midst of making such huge decisions for my future. I have been thinking non-stop about my it and I keep on asking myself about what I should do and what I should choose. I keep thinking about my prioritizes... about what I really want and of course about the consequences of my actions.

Since I was a little girl, I have been dreaming about becoming a doctor, an astronaut, a marine biologist, a scientist but never a princess or a rock star for that matter. I never really thought of that mere idea about becoming a singer or an artist, although I did share a special connection and interest for music. My family had told me that I have been dancing and singing since I was about 3 and I had participated with a lot of talent shows. But.. I never really thought about becoming an artist until recently.

I live in Sweden and last year at grade 9, I was to choose a college (It's called gymnasie in swedish) and a course. So, I considered about pursuing music but I was torn by my decision because of the fact my family have such high expectations from me. Of course.. up until now.. I still have that dream of becoming a doctor but.. I still want to give music a shot.

Eventually.. I choose a course that would lead me closer in to becoming doctor or a scientist but.. I don't know if I'm happy of what I had chosen. I can't seem to feel that assurance.. I chose this course because I think that it will provide me a bright and stable future. A job, leading to a stable lifestyle. After "gymnasie" I will have to chose a university where I will be making the biggest decision of my life. The decision that will determine my future... By that time.. I still don't know whether to fly to South Korea and try my luck there or pursue about becoming a doctor or a nurse...

Guys.. kindly comment and share you thoughts about this. I can't decide and it's killing me. By the way thank you for your time!! have a nice day ^^