Guy's it's 3:50am and I have yet to go to bed. 

I have lectures at 9am tomorrow morning. 

I got an email from the flat people that run the building I live in

- at like 9pm - 

they are replacing shower heads tomorrow between 9am and 5pm 

so I had to tidy my bathroom

and that means cleaning products. 

My hands feel all weird and soapy now. 

One of my five flatmates came back like 10 minutes ago

and banged the flat door,

the kitchen door

(twice),

couldn't get their key in their own door for a few minutes

and then banged their door shut. 

I wasn't asleep but so much noise. 



I'm kind of really stressed and I've been checking for flights home. 

My Grandad is very unwell at the minute. 

I've always been really close with my Grandad 

And I was always his first Granddaughter 

so he did spoil me a lot when I was younger.

It's causing more rifts in my family-

So stress, stress, stress!


The promised updates are coming- 

just I don't know what's happening right now. 

Please remember that I have other commitments,

such as uni, family,and friends not on AFF,

-That I don't want to be logging on 

and reading comments demanding an update

because if I'm not updating- 

usually there is a good reason. 

Comments like that don't make this a nice place to come to. 

(But thank you to everyone that left really pretty comments!)

I hope you all are having a better week than me 

(It's only Tuesday OTL) 

I'm going to miss my bestfriend, pretend to sleep, 

roll out of bed and go sit in a long lecture in a like 4 hours.

Bye~!