I really care about you even though its hard to believe. Sometimes you need to close your eyes and use your heart to see things

clearly. I haven’t tell you what you want to hear from me but I intended to do that because we both know it wouldn’t be fair for

any of us. I know this was just a pretending game but still my heart felt happy when you are sweet and it paints a smile on my face.

It’s been a long time since I’ve felt true happiness inside my heart. I wanted to stop this for I don’t want us to get hurt either ways I 

just can’t for it makes me sad. Knowing that I didn’t gave it a chance. Before it really begun.

P.S. I wrote this to ease the pain I felt right before it simply begins.