I never post stuff here usually but I just checked this website again and realized I haven't been updating anything at all for almost half a year.

I feel kind of bad about it. I mean, I adore writing and I still want to write all the things I had planned. I just haven't really found the time to actually sit down and write.

The thing is, since the beginning of September of 2014 I've been on a year long exchange in Japan and boy is it intense! I've been so busy ever since coming here, doing new things, spending time with friends I might never see again after this year,... I'm taking every opportunity I get to try and live the most fullfilling life I possibly can and this has been both exhausting and amazing! Coming from a girl who is called a 'hermit' by her friends back at home, this lifestyle is quite a change and therefor some of hobbies have been put on hold for a bit.

This doesn't mean I won't write anymore though! I'm planning on finishing my One Shot Mania thingy. I've only got one of those left to do. Then there's this Taoris fic that I'e been been working on for the longest time and I'm really excited about. I haven't written in months but I'm still really pumped about this particular story (it's got to do with basketball, that's all I'm gonna say for now).

And then there stories.. stories that I'm not sure belong on this website... I want to become a writer. It's really my dream. And the kind of stories I want to write, to be honest, quite differ from what I write here.

I have this great idea for a fantasy novel for children that I've been working on.. there's a horror story I've got mapped out quite a bit.. and then there's stories that are a little more like the things I've written here, mostly like Infatuated.That's by far my favorite thing I've written on here. I want to write stories like that, but much greater and better written of course). Stories about the inner workings of people and relations without a huge focus on romance or . And I don't know if this is the place to do it. I just don't feel like I can put idols' names on my characters to make my stories fit this website. Ya know?

So what I'm saying is, after a few more stories I might go and take my work someplace else... I'm not sure where yet. I want to keep going and I want to keep being proud of what I'm writing. I want to improve and I believe this website has helped me do that in a huge way! But in time, I feel like I should move on.

But not quite yet of course!! I'm still planning on finishing the stuff I've started! Not sure when that next update will be. I'm still super busy. But I'll try my best haha!

Hope you all are well ^^

Much love!! <3

Have a wonderful day!