don't you ever have this feeling that you're really angry but you're not? I mean, it's like there's something boiling inside of you and its screaming to get out but somehow it doesn't want to get out, it just prefers to stay there. And tehn you think about why it wants to get out and you realize that if it doesn't get out, you'll get hurt. But then you ask why it doesn't want to get out and you realize if it gets out, you'll hurt others.

so basically the question here is whether you want to yourself or hurt others.

but then you don't want either of them.

so yeah, this is my life.

- jho