Mondays.

Today, for me, it was a pretty depressing day. And the thing I'm upset about is stupid as usual.

It's about Miki. It's about how he left today for a 3-day retreat camp along with my sibling (who I envy a lot right now. He's probably sleeping in the same room as him right now omg)

Yesterday, on a Sunday, I was planning to tag along with my sibling to the library because he and Miki were gonna have a study session together. BUT! I couldn't come along because I didn't have a valid excuse for going and my trip over to the library will be seen as pointless. I really wanted to come along (so I could see Miki in casual clothes again eep!) and so I can see him for a while before he leaves.

Obviously that didn't happen and this morning was my only chance to get a glimpse of him, which was short. It was the first time in a while that I saw him dressed up in casual clothes and I've gotta say, he was looking real cute today!

So in that few second glance I walked away quickly inside the school and smiling, but I was pretty upset when I thought about him gone for 3 days. I thought trying to get away from Miki as soon as possible would make things better, but maybe I could've just walked slower and looked a bit more.

MAN THE STALKER LIFE MY GOSH I'M AM TERRIBLY CREEPY AND IT'S NOT EVEN INTENTIONAL.