I'm annoyed with the fact that I have constant mood swings. People who aren't aware of the fact that I do have them think that I am not consistent but it's not that. Whenever I have mood swings, I tend to leave the scene. Not because I am a coward or anything but because I do not want to show people the different sides of me. I am a short-tempered person to be honest but I am trying to learn self-control. It's harder than it sounds and I just cannot vent it out on others with the fear of having a permanent blurr on our friendship.

Astrology time;

People annoy me fast. It takes about a minute to have me annoyed with the slightest comment. (Aries Midheaven problems.)

I used to be a warfreak but I don't wanna return to that horrible past.

And since my IC is in Pisces, I tend to think that I am not worth enough to become angry at others. Do you see the dilemma?

My mood swings are most likely controlled by my Cancer rising because I do get hurt easily but being an Aquarius, it means that I tend to dettach myself quickly as soon as I get the slightest touch of emotional pain.

/sigh/