The first time I met Bobby was when we were in the same class during high school. We've been a good friend to each other. He entertained and teased everyone alot. I can say that I am happy to have a friend like him. Why? I was just a shy and quiet girl who was head over heels with someone who probably didn't know I exist. He was just right behind where I sit.

His name was Kim Hanbin. He's cute.....I guess. Well he's smart and cute? Hmmm~ ok never mind my opinion. One fact about me. I'm obvious to the max. Stalki-- peeking at Hanbin 24/7 whenever I had a chance in school and talk about him with my best friend. When I'm excited, everyone becomes my best friend and with that everyone began to acknowledge my so called 'secret crush'. Everyone including our Geography teacher. Excluding one though. Kim Hanbin himself. Can you believe it? Of course you can. He's the most cold person I've ever encounter. Or maybe he's already adapted to the 'fangirl' environment. Hmph not jealous. Okay so after two years in the same class with Bobby, we got separated. Then, we got adapted to another environment. We were like a natural selection where two species were separated and become a different species due to environment. Sorry I'm not good in Bio hehe.

So yeah, we only greet n smile at each other whenever we met outside class. I can say that I missed him and our old times. But I say I missed Kim Hanbin more! Why? Because he skipped a year because he's just plain smart. It means that I won't be graduating with him as he will graduate early and leave me early. Stalking reduced by a year isn't that bad though. I'm a good stalker okay? Don't call me a creep! Hmm things changed during our third year. Bobby was busy with switching girls. I gain friends, I lose a friend. Not gonna explain that in detail. It hurts my heart so bad. I'm still liking Hanbin like some obsessed girl.

One day, I don't know how but at some point me and Bobby chatted and anyone can tell that both of us longed for each other company. I was so stupid that I chatted with him as if I was flirting. And snapped, I made him like me. It's a trend for kids, yes we were kids, for playing around like that. To be honest I was hoping for some romance in high school but I know it won't happened soon because my man didn't notice me. Hell, did he even acknowledge my existence? I tell you, whenever we encountered path, he never even look at me or even smile at me. Rude. Or maybe I was so creepy because I keep staring at him? Omg- I'm creepy.. Okay. I'll accept that fact now. I'm obvious and creepy. Oh right, back to Bobby.

Yeah so... I didn't know that Bobby actually wanted to try dating me because I tell you I'm not even pretty. If it's about beauty then I'll be the bottom list of who you want to date with. Well, us kids especially the boys like to approach pretty girls. Omg! I guess that's another reason of why Hanbin didn't even look at me. I'm ugleh! Ok...back to Bobby again.

Oh! Wait! Did u realised that I keep talking about Hanbin when the truth is I want to tell you about Bobby? I can't separate them because Hanbin is part of our relationship story. Let me make a summary of how it happened and how it ended, okay?

Once upon a time..I was temporarily deaf when my friend asked me a question. I said 'yes' and snap! Mistake happened. My friend offered me to go to the canteen since we talked about food earlier so of course I said yes! But her real question is..."Do you want to date Bobby?"

I'm scared to talk and is a coward to explain to Bobby on that spot to clear the misunderstanding. But he was too happy that I cannot just say "Hey I'm kidding" or "Nah, I didn't hear properly and it's all a mistake" nope, I'm not that cruel...yet.

Well..here's the cruel part. When chatting on phone I told Bobby that I still like Hanbin. And he said he's okay with it. Well maybe because the relationship isn't that serious? Ugh, remembering those days made me cringe. Cringe in disbelief that I was dating without knowing anything about what to do in a relationship and regret because my first time dating was all a mistake. And regret that I hurt him by saying that words.

Months had passed I didn't really do anything with him. We never had a date, only chatting if we had a chance, well only if I wanted it to happen then he got the chance.. because I mostly turned my chat off if he comes on.

To be honest, after 'accepting' his indirect proposal via friend, I was worried that Hanbin might go away. Shoot me! Yes I know, I sound so full of myself. Another things are that I don't know how to approach and do what couples always do. And then I'm afraid I got busted by my family because my mom have an acc for socializing too! Another one is that, Bobby might not focus on his studies. Can you feel my pain?? So I ended up breaking up with him...How you asked???

I was writing a letter and decided to confess everything that it was all a mistake. I asked my friend to send it. Yes, indirectly. I was a coward ya know. And what did I get in return?? A CHOCOLATE. Hell it's getting worse. Things got worsen because Bobby thought it's a love letter... YES LABEL ME AS A CRUEL PERSON EVERYONE! By accident, I commit crimes..Sigh. I really am feeling sorry towards Bobby. I shouldn't be telling him but if I don't, things will get hard for the both of us.. and he will hurt more.

I'M SORRY FOR THE LONG SUMMARY! I wanted to tell more but since it's just a summarisation story back in 2009 let's end it here because I'm about to deal with something--- well, someone right now. Let us travel back together in the present times, 2015.

"Long time no see," he smiled showing his bunny teeth.

I could only stare in disbelief.