La Douleur Exquise
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La Douleur Exquise
(n.) The feeling of exquisite pain of wanting the affection of someone you know you can never have.
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Kim Jihye:
"Was it my looks? My personality? Or was I just not good enough for you ?... Or maybe ... Just maybe ... If we had met at another time, in another situation or maybe even another life... Would you have fallen for me just as I had fallen for you? Would you have noticed my feelings and accepted me just like I how my arms were always open for you? Would you have cared for me just as much as I had cared for you?... Or would you have done the same thing and just use me... Lead me on... Before telling me that I was just like a ' loving sister ' that you loved and cared for dearly? Hahahaha sometimes, I even laugh at myself seeing how pathetic I am because from the very first time I had met you, I had already known that you would never love me but yet, I found myself falling for you as each day went by, and you slowly became the first thing I thought about in the morning and also the last thing before I went to bed. Sometimes, I layed in bed staring at the glowing stars stuck to my ceiling wondering why you, why did I have to fall in love with you? But whenever that thought came to my mind, so did the image of you smiling, dancing, talking and working hard to achieve your dreams and the doubt and wonder that had previously occupied my mind vanished and the what if 's take over. What if we were dating? What if you loved me? What if you were getting ready to confess to me? Those thoughts were what I had used to get myself through my bad days, but we all know what if s are just what ifs. They 're not real, they 're only the reality and specks of hope that you wished were real. So after even all this, why is it that I still come running back to you when I know things will never happen between us? I don't even know myself really... I guess that 's what love makes you do ... It turns you into an idiot ... An idiot that doesn't know how to let go and move on and that is what I am. An idiot. An idiot that will always love you. Like Leo said, how do you look at someone you love and tell yourself it's time to walk away ?..."
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.Kim Jihye.
Kim Jihye┊25th December, 1992┊23┊ Full Korean ┊ Graphic Design + Dance Major┊Step Sisters w/ Eunmi
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.Kim Hanbin.
Kim Hanbin┊22nd October, 1991┊24┊ Full Korean ┊Dance Major┊Jihye's close friend.
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.Koo Junhoe.
Koo Junhoe┊31st March, 1992┊23┊ Full Korean ┊ Music-Singing + Dance Major┊----------
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.Im Eunmi.
Im Eunmi┊30th November, 1991┊24┊ Full Korean ┊ Animal Care and Veterinary Nursing Major┊Jihye's Step Sister
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