Eun Bi

I go to Tae Kwang's house directly from the airport. I ring the bell. I waited and waited then the lady helper open the gate,

"Annyeonghaseyo, is the chairman Gong in the house?"

"Ah.. Isn't Eun Bi agashi? Don't agashi know that the chairman Gong go to Japan with Tae Kwang-si?"

"Really? Perhaps do you have their contact number?"

"I am really sorry. I don't have.."

"Ah..okay.. Thank you so much ahjumma.."

I go home with empty hand. I have mix feeling, sad and angry at the same time. How could he do this to me?! If I see him again, I hit him with almighty.

I walked towards house. I remember all the things that he did, that we did. I hold my necklace from him. I stop walk and cry

So this is how he feels when I left him..I should tell him sooner..I shouldn't wait and now it's too late..

**

On the next day I come to school unmotivated. The girls cheer me up but still it won't change my mood. The teacher asked us to clean the locker. 

I open my locker and I saw a letter..

To Eun Bi

Aigooo..look that panda eyes.. You've been crying again right? What I said about keep your heads up and always smile?

I am sorry I don't say anything about leaving. You must be really mad. Biyan.. It just so hard to say goodbye to you..

You want to hit me, right? then you need to have healthy body and remember you have to smile! 

Love,

The most handsome guy in the class a.k.a Gong Tae Kwang

Ps. Thank you for make everything easier when my life gets hard.​Thank you for staying even if you had every reason to leave. Thank you for being in my life.. I may not get to see you as often as I like or hold you in my arms again but deep in my heart, I truly know that you're the one that I love. Until we meet again

Gong Tae Kwang..really this guy..I don't know how to react after I read the letter. He makes me smile even when he's not around me. I realize that It's not to late, I can find him, I will find him. I won't give up just yet. And then I can kick him as hard as I can.

**

It's graduation day..Everyone wear their best suit underneath the graduation robe. Me and girls are hugging, crying and promise that we still contact each other. All the teacher congratulate us. After the ceremony,we went to class and have last one picture together. If only you was here. 

I walk to the rooftop. Watching the school from above one last time. The first time I went to this school and met him in front of the school, the first time I saw his mischievous action and bother Kwon Gi Tae, the first time he tells his secret, when he help me from Kang So Young, our first jjangmyun. I can't believe it's all in the past now. So many memories with him in this school. I miss him, I miss our times together..

Those special memories of you will always bring a smile 

You always meant so much and always will do

Goodbye isn't the end, it simply mean I'll miss you

Until we meet again Gong Tae Kwang..

***

Three years after graduation

Eun Bi

"Biyannnn.." Shi Jin come late today

"Ya! It's been almost half an hour late. Time is precious for model like me." Song Joo protested 

"Biyan Biyan.. The thing is.. Do you remember Park Min Joon? He ask me to help him, to find a gift for a girl."

"You still make contact with him?" I asked her

"Yes..We are in the same university after all. Just different major. He take a medical school"

"He asked you to accompany him find a gift? Weird.. Maybe he likes you.." Song Joo seems curious about his motive

"Ani! I won't fall for this again. I have enough during high school. When I think Gong Tae likes me..Ups I mean.."

"Gwenchana.."

"Are you still go to Japan every year?" Song Joo asked

"Yes..In fact tomorrow I will go to Tokyo.."

"Wow you still haven't give up? You haven't know where is he" Shi Jin seems amazed

"Never..I have a good feeling for this trip.."

"Go Eun Bi Aja-Aja!" 

"Gomawo.."

"Ah cem, guess who I met when I am modeling in magazine?"

"Who??" I and Shi Jin asked at the same time

"Han Yi Ahn!"

"Ah yes, he also go to modeling now." I reply her

"Yes, he even just get a role to play an athlete student in new school drama on KBS. He said that he will play with a famous child actress and an Idol"

"Jin-jja? Aigoo.. We've an actor friend now" Shi Jin said

 "Yes.. He's so awesome and become more and more handsome now.."

"Aigooo.. I think someone has a crush on him" Shi Jin

"Ani-yo!!"

"Kekeke..He's indeed handsome. If you really like him then go for it." I said

"Is it okay for you?"

"Of course! I don't have any feeling left towards him. Just do what you want to do, said what you want to said. Life is to short, you can't leave important words unsaid. Otherwise, you will end up like me. Chasing for something that hard to find."

"Gomawo Eun Bi.."

**

After I check in on my hotel, I go directly explore the city. I take a city map and think which place that he might visit.

I went to Tokyo tower. I go to the observation deck. 

"W