Yin & Yang, but still in love

Description

Jongin was a demon, a wicked being with hellish desires, lover of destruction and bringer of misfortune, but Kyungsoo was not, he was an angel, pure and innocent, healer and protector. They were Yin Yang to each other, but even so, they were in love. And so were their other 10 friends.

Foreword

-How could you? -I screamed looking at the demon in front of me
-I'm a demon, what did you expect? Those angels i tortured deserved it -The demon made a disgusted face- They were so... Pure
-Yeah, they're angels Jongin -I held my fist clenched- I shoul kill you, right here and right now

The demon flied closer to the angel.

-But you won't Soo, you're a fool that thinks i can go back to heaven after falling, that think i'm still the pure brother you once knew -Said Jongin- And also, you're too good for killing anyone Soo, you're weak -Jongin let out a hellish laught

I felt so hurt. How could he? Warm tears started to flow down my face, i couldn't even face him.

-Jongin, Tao and Luhan were your friends, how could you torture then? -I asked sobbing

His evil laught could be heard trought all the Interworld (a world between Heaven and Hell, also called Earth).

-So patetic, such a fool. I'm not Jongin the angel anymore you fool, i'm Kai, the devil, the fallen, bringer of despair. Also, what's wrong with breaking their wings in a lot of different places, let them heal and break 'em again? -Said Jongin, a smirk on his face
-It's wrong, it's cruel, they're your friends! -I screamed
-No Soo, they WERE my friends. I'm alone now. I fell 'cause i failed, i wasn't good enought at being an angel, but i'll be a good devil -Jongin smiled
-No... This just isn't like you -I said still crying
-Poor Kyungsoo, so pure -Jongin said, caressing my cheek with his thumb- so innocent, such a fool. Tipical angel. You're so beautiful when you cry, i should make you cry more times.
-No... You're not like this -My heart was breaking more with every word
-It almost breaks me to see you like this, but then, i'm a demon, i can't feel anything like pity or compassion -Jongin was still caressing my cheek
-You can, i know you can
-Not anymore Soo

Jongin pulled me and kissed me, a passionate kiss that made me melt on his arms. His longue danced with mine, his teeth bitting my lips sweetly and making my heart race. Until he made me feel what he felt and a lot of negative emotions flow trought me. I broke into his arms and he let me fall slowly into the floor, crying like if there was no tomorrow, holding my chest painfully. I was an angel, any bad emotions would break me, even if they were weak and the bad emotions of a demon were just too much for me. He did that to hurt me, and it worked. I never felt so broken and helpless like on that time.

-Now you believe me? This is me Kyungsoo, it's not going to change -Jongin said, already rustling his dark wings and swiftly floating away- Goodbye Kyungsoo

He flied away, openning a portal in the air and going to Hell. It was his home now. I held my chest with both hands, crying my eyes out loudly and let out a painful scream, the scream of a tortured and lost soul. My chest burning in pain, not the pain of feeling a demon's emotions, but the pain to be useless, to can't help him. The one i once loved was now gone and i knew that: He was a fallen now, not him anymore. I let my body colapse to the ground, shrunken painfully with my wings around me. These pure white wings that insist to remember me how different i am from Jongin now. I kept crying 'till i fell asleep, about three hours later.
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In hell............................

Jongin let out a painful scream. He swinged his flame sword once, burning everything on his way. Why things had to turn out like this? He was once a guardian angel, but he failed to protect his human from the demons and for that he was condeemned to fall. After this fail, he couldn't bring Kyungsoo with him, he had to make him suffer to protect him. Fall is the worst thing that could happen to an angel, your wings burn 'till they're black, but not burning at all, you feel the excruciating pain of the fire, but your wings are still there, whole and burning. Your fall cannot be stopped, and, once you reach the ground, you break all of your bones in thousands of pieces, all your pure angel blood flow from your body and is washed away by rain (it always rains when an angel fall), you're left there to heal alone in a really slow pace, the rain falling in your body is absorbed by your skin and the darkness inside of you now is fused with it turning into your new black demon blood. But the worst isn't the terrible pain of the physical crash, it is to see heaven but cannot reach it, no matter how high you fly. You'll just look at your old home and friends and know you're not there 'cause you failed. I couldn't draw Kyungsoo into all of this pain, he needed to suffer for his own sake. But, oh, only God knew how it hurted to make his beloved one suffer (if God still cared for him)

-Enought Jongin, burn everything is not going to help -Said a voice he knew very well

He turned around to see Yifan behind him, his big dark wings rustling swiftly. The bastard was handsome and my best friend now.

-I know it -I throwned my sword away- It's just.......... -I didn't knew how to finish my sentence
-It hurts, believe me, i know. Hurt Tao isn't any easier -He said with lumping voice
-That's why you want ME to hurt him instead? -I said, a bit of poison in my voice
-Just for a while, he will keep comming back if it isn't me to hurt him
-Yeah, but please, do it already, it's bad enought to hurt Kyungsoo, i can't hurt my friends too
-You didn't need to hurt Luhan
-Yes, i did -I sighted- Minseok asked me
-He hasn't stop crying yet?
-No, it was bad for all of us Yifan, all humans under our protetion died on the same attack, Chanyeol and Minseok are taking more time to recover then us
-Chan needs to recover thought, i'm tired of burning Baekhyun for him
-I guess i know the feeling
-Sorry Jongin, i'll do my job from now on -He sighted heavilly- I'll leave you alone

He flied away, i looked up, to heaven, to the angels, to my old home. All the tears in the world wouldn't be enought to show my sorrow.

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