chapter 1

 

[flashback:  three days ago...]

 

- Ji... I think we need to talk ... I think it's better that we give us some time to think

 

- what? no! Kiko what is it this time uh? I have been careful with the fans .... I stopped watching the girls so long ... I had you in mind all the time! Tell me what I have to do more? I don't do this again ... please kiko I love you and you know, I love you ...

 

- This isn't an end, sweetheart, but I think it's better for us to see other people, and so see if spend time how much we need it ... or maybe someone else happens and we do not need .. ., I'm sorry, I ... I hope everything will go well with you

 

- Kiko! Kiko! Kiko no! not again ! Kiko!

 

 

 

 

[today....]

 

the door open behind him but he didn't even realized when younbae his eternal friend entered the room

he was looking into the phone waiting for a new call

he tried to call kiko moments ago

 

her voice is still strong on his ears

 

-stop calling me ji… we need a break i need a break… i…. i meet someone and i need to understand my own feelings

~~ meet someone… meet someone… ~~

she had cut off the call without giving him explanations ...

this time she could not be jealous ...

it's been long time ago since he had almost no contact with her female friends ....

He had only uploaded a picture with chaerin at yg party, even when Kiko was there ...

it had not been that ...

jiyong knew he had a problem ...

a lot of women had always been behind him ..

he liked Kiko because she did not cry after him ... she took what she wanted and what she don't she just throw it away

he was always the one who had to go after her.

but he was very tired now...

One thing is to get tough with him .... but this was too much.

He always had to think about each of his steps twice, always thinking....

what if…. Kiko see it?

what if .... Kiko misunderstood?

.

.

Jiyong doesn't even flinch when a hand fell on his shoulder ...

He was so tired...

Everything with their relationship was so difficult ...

- Hey ji are you okay?

- She has once again break up with me Bae ...

- oh no… not again...

- stop pretending that you like her.... I know that nobody likes Kiko ...

Younbae saw his friend sigh and suffer in silence …

 

One thing is that he always thought ji deserves better than this on and off relationship... but he hated to see her best friend suffer like that …

 

-what...?

 

taeyang start talking to stop, not knowing how to talk with ji about it… this was always cl work

 

- what happened this time?

- I don’t know,. I don't understand …

- Eh Bro ... if you need anything ...

 

Youngbae said as he placed his other hand on his friend's shoulder and gave the typical clapping …

 

Jiyong hated attract attention in this way ...

He hated when the people around him got closer with him because of sorrow ...

 

- I'll need to drink

 

Jiyong stood up ignoring even his best friend

 

- Ji .. Be …

 

- careful ... I know ... I'll be careful.

 

He closed the door firmly .... he was very angry, so much that he did not even noticed how chaerin greeted him from the other corner ...

 

She knew just looking at him the reason for his rough attitude ...

 

 

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Kwon JiYong didn't know what time it was when the door to his study opened. By the light that came in from the shutter must already be entered noon.

 

 

He had spent the night drinking and when he came to the studio at dawn ... his intention was to finish songs, now that his heart was broken again and he could use it as an inspiration.

 

but he probably ended sleeping on the table, that could explain the pain on his back when the sound wake him up

 

- Oppa, are you here?

 

Chaerin asked frowning till her sight would become accustomed to the darkness.

 

 

The gd study was like his private property but without a lock

 

 

No one else in their right mind would enter his study without a good reason

 

but of course… this was chaerin

 

- Hi Chae, yes ... I...I wanted to finish some songs

 

 

- oppa, bae oppa and tabi oppa have been telling me that you are letting yourself go again ..., you don’t eat as you should ..., you don’t sleep as you need ..., you have to take care of you, I have brought you a sandwich since I doubt that you have eaten something in hours.

 

 

She handed him the sandwich and sat down next to him

 

 

- oppa .... this is for Kiko? You know you can tell me everything ... do you know that, right? I'm here if you need to talk ... I'm not going to judge you and you should know it...

 

 

- I know chae .... Thank you ...

 

jiyong sigh

 

- she says she has found someone else ... he is a model of her agency .. she says that he has been in love with her for years and that she has started to feel something for him and wants to give him one chance ...  she says this is the best for us, give us that chance to see other people to see if we are made for each other ... haha made for each other she says...

 

 

- omg oppa… again?!

 

 

- yeah ...

 

-or maybe..

 

-or maybe what?

 

jiyong ask her pushing her to continue

 

- and it could not be a test of whether to know if you really care about her? If you're jealous when you see her with another or something like that..., you're not curious about it?, it's not the first time she does something like that

 

jiyong turn around to see her, frozen and scary

 

- Do you think... ? God ... I can't stand it any more! Always doubting me about us and if you're right we should try to give it back to her

 

 

- and… what about this? you can try to tell her that you have advanced too, That you have someone else too, How do you think that will be her reaction? maybe a little scene in front of her and that will show you if she really is afraid of losing you

 

 

- that's a good idea! help me!

 

 

- what? no!

 

 

- come on! Who else I could ask?

 

 

- no

 

 

- yah chae ah! come on come on!! do it for me !!

 

 

- no !

 

 

- jagivaaa!

 

 

- no and no and no and no

 

 

- come on !

 

 

At that moment the CEO came in amazed by the screams of CL since the door of the studio was not completely closed

 

 

Jiyong was holding chaerin's hand as he begged

 

 

- What's going on here ?

 

 

- President! we wanted to talk you! so happy you're here now

 

Chaerin look at them both and whisper

 

- oh my god ... oppa .. wait oppa

 

- I know what I'm doing, relax.

 

- I repeat, leaders, what is happening here? why she was...?

 

 

And yg interrupted himself as he turns his gaze to Ji's arm that now surrounds Chaerin's waist and smile in his mind

 

- we are in a relationship!

 

- wait what ?!

 

cl closed her eyes on panick

oh no… this is not what she was thinking