If there was a moment that was more dream-like than an actual dream

It’s probably the day I first met you
If there was a moment that was so tortuous that I wanted to die
It’s probably when I let you go

Do I want to forget you?
Or do I want to keep holding onto you
Even if it’s just in the memories?
If it’s not even that
Like a lie

Thinking that you might come back to me
Thinking that I should be here if you come back
Have those things swallowed me up?
Has it?

I can’t do anything
Because all of my air is filled up with you
Even if I slightly move
I bump into you

I need to empty you out little by little
Yes, I need to erase you
I bite my lips and tell myself
But I can’t even start

I can’t take a single step
Because this city is filled with you
Everywhere I step
Traces of you come into my eye

"Hyung, I'm going out for a while!" Sungjong shouted from the entrance

"Ya, bring back some ice cream when you return!" Dongwoo requested

"Ice cream? It's mid February. Who eats ice cream at this weather?" L complained

"Ice creams tastes better during winter.. Ya, Sungjongie! Bring me back some too!" Sunggyu added

"Hul.. I didn’t know you liked it too, hyung." Woohyun was surprised

Sunggyu just ignored and laid back on sofa, closing his eyes…the memories returning back….

2011, February

Sunggyu stepped out after eating hot ramyun at his neighborhood convenience store. Having debuted for few months now, he was more careful when going out in public but since no one was at dorm today he had come out to get dinner

It was when he was walking slowly towards his dorm that he felt like he was being followed…

Wait…I felt like someone suspicious was there in the convenience store…Could it be a ..Sasaeng!? Are we that popular yet? What do I do!? Police station? Should I call manager hyung!? Sunggyu was in panic mode, having never faced this situation till date.

It's just a single person….hopefully. You can take him on Kim Sunggyu!

With determination to confront whoever that was, Sunggyu turned back.

"Yah!" the girl shouted, having dropped her ice cream because Sunggyu stopped suddenly

"Why are you following me? I have noticed you have been following me from the store" Sunggyu ask