The trial had been a public issue thus making me the number one target for possessive Shawols.

Right after the hearing I got home finding my mail box overflowing with letters.

In deed: I had become a star over night. Smiling contently I emptied the box and proceeded to my apartment.

I threw all the letters on the carpet, got a bag of chips and turned my stereo on. Immediately SHINee´s "Get it" was echoing through the rooms and I started reading....

Oh, and how long I read....

It took me seven hours to finish all this crap!!

Some letters were pleading to stop following them, most  were threatening and two were in fact asking for recommendations on stalking SHINee.

Well, except for those two I thought the letters were a waste of time and paper (think of all those dead trees!) so I put all of them into the trash.

Darn hypocrites! Stupid cowards!

If they had the guts to follow those boys they´d have done that too!

If they weren´t so afraid of bodyguards and breaking a few rules they´d have followed my example!

In my humble opinion, I was the one true fan that would always be loyal with or without a restraining order.

Grabbing the bag of letters I made my way out to the garbage area of the complex.

As I walked back I heard faint steps behind me but didn´t bother to turn around.

(7.11.2010)