So many apologies to everyone, I know I promised everyone the chapter would be up on Friday but I totally forgot that my older brother's graduation was then(shoutout to him, omg he's an adult now >.<) and I still have finals this week. But my last day of school is Thursday so I'll have more time.

Hopefully Kihyun GIFs can make it up :D

Showki is totally real, his antlers though >.<

From cute to fierce XD

I just sat in my last class of the day Shownu and I were paired up for a project, feeling uneasy and full of anxiety. It was such an inconvenience because I couldn't focus in any of my classes today: math class made my head ache, I couldn't follow along during dance class, and English class was just a blur to me. All I could think about... is Shownu.

Shownu completely dominated and ruled my mind and thoughts, this class I just gave up and rested my head on the desk. It was too hard to try to focus, I could always get the notes from Hyungwon. For now I'll just let Shownu take over.

At this moment I just felt free, and I don't know why. After I centered my thoughts to him, I began to think about how our little study session might go. I do have feelings for him, and not feelings for just a friend but as a lover. I am lucky that I'm given the opportunity to sit next to him, and the two of us will be alone in my dorm. I know that many girls would kill to be in my position.

I felt myself smiling just thinking about being close to him. Don't laugh when I say this but today is quite historic in a way because it's the first time Shownu and I will actually spend time together. Maybe after today, things won't be too awkward.

<3 <3 <3

After the bell rang, all the other students ran out of the classroom to enjoy the end of the school day while I leisurely put all my books into my back pack and stood up. I took my phone out of my pocket to check myself, fixing my hair to look presentable. I don't even know why I'm doing so much for just a study date.

I walk out of the main building to see Shownu, sitting by himself with no one except for a bag that was occupying the spce next to him. It looks like he's waiting for me, so I take a deep breath and approached him.

Once I was three feet close to him he looked up and and then took a stand. "Kihyun, there you are." He said with a smile.

Oh my god, he just smiled at me, what do I do. All my confidence just went down the drain as I began to stutter. "H-hi." Wow, I am so lame.

"Are we going to walk to your dorm? I've never been there before." He said as he put on his backpack and grabbed the bag with his hand.