“Will you wait for me… for us?” Your eyes shining as you place your hands on mine

“Of course” I said while smiling and kissed your forehead

*****

I was inside the company when you came… furious in anger. No one can stop you… not Junsu, Changmin, Yoochun… not even me. I don’t really know what is going to happen… what will happen to us?

*****

I went to your place but no one is answering the door, so I dialed your number

“Jae, I’m here in your place, where are you?”

“I’m not there Yunho”

“Yeah, I figured…” I chuckled

There was a minute of silence before you said…

“I’m leaving Yunho…”

“What are you talking about” I became serious

 “I’m in the airport… my plane is about to leave in 45 minutes…”

“What’s the meaning of this Jae? Just the week before we were both happy, then days later you went in rage in the company and now you’re telling me you’re leaving!?”I’m confused

“This is your chance Yunho… leave with me” your voice sound serious

“Jae, I… you know I can’t” I responded

“You can’t or you don’t want to?”

“I can’t! And you know the reason Jae… I can’t…”

 “I understand…” You replied

“I…”

“Let’s break up”

“What are saying?” I asked

“If you can’t leave everything for me Yunho, I can’t think of any reason for keeping this relationship” your voice broke

“Jae, don’t be like this…”

“Yunho, this is the consequence of the choices we made…”

“Why are you being like this?” my heart sank

“Goodbye Yunho…”

“Are you really leaving me?”

You ended the call

I tried calling you again but you switched your phone off. I don’t know what’s happening. Did we really split? Did you really end our relationship over the phone? Am I Being punished? What did I do wrong?

It hurts… why does it have to end like this?

“I’ll be back… so…” the words you once told me kept on repeating in my head

“Yeah, He’ll be back… he just have to leave now… Jae will come back” I assured myself, smiling… while fighting back the pain

*****

I started turning to alcohol to forget the pain and the situation that I’m currently facing, I locked myself in my room. Changmin even started to complain about my drinking habits.

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