*FLASHBACK* "you said you love me" i said seriously to him. "pfft! You take it so seriously? Well i guess that's not my problem anymore. I love someone and i never really loved you. How pathetic i would be if i loved you?" he then smirked at me. Well i can't blame him at that time i looked like a grandmother back then. I don't care about my looks at all. "you're such a jerk! You played with my feelings. How can you do that to me?! I never did bad to you." i am crying when i said that to him. "well i love playing with ugly girls. i really enjoyed your company, you look like idiot. Oh, by the way i have to go she's been waiting for me." he laugh in victory for making me cry. How could he be so harsh to me when i did nothing wrong to him? It was the first time i felt inlove, first time someone accepted me for who i am but i was just assuming. It has been a year but why i am still affected? Ugh i hate this life.